hit, especially when he did have a child although he didnât know it. âIâm sorry I said that. Itâs obvious children respond to you. The kids enjoyed the ride today, especially Nicholas.â
âAnd thatâs why heâs welcome to come out here and ride. He doesnât have to be part of the homeschooling group for him to be included. I saw how much he enjoyed it.â His tightly clasped hands attested to how much that invitation had cost him.
âCan I get back to you on that?â
âSure. Iâm here most days.â He shoved himself away from the railing and turned toward her. âFor the lessons you can just leave Nicholas and come back in an hour. Most parents donât stay.â
There had been a time they had spent every possible moment together. Now it was obvious he didnât want to have anything to do with her. Which was the way she wanted it. What would he do when or if he discovered Nicholas was his son? For a few seconds she considered telling him and just getting it over with. The words were on the tip of her tongue. But she peered to her left and saw her son making a beeline for them. She didnât want everything to change with that revelation. She needed to do some thinking, praying.
âThanks for the riding lesson. I havenât had that much fun in a long time.â
If she had been thinking of refusing Zacharyâs invitation, her sonâs declaration stopped that.
âYouâre welcome to come anytime.â
âReally? Great!â Nicholas beamed. âMom, can I come next Saturday? The others will.â
âWeâll see. Right now we need to get home. Nanaâs gonna wonder where we disappeared to.â Jordan started for her car.
âBut Aunt Rachel knows. Sheâll tell her.â Nicholas halted his progress toward the Camaro, swung toward Zachary and waved. âBye. See you Saturday.â
Jordan wanted to tell Nicholas no, but she knew she couldnât deny him an opportunity to ride, especially since it was his father who would be teaching him. As she pulled away from the barn, she glimpsed Zachary leaning back against the railing, studying her with those intense green eyes.
His last expression, totally unreadable, stayed with Jordan the whole way home. Twenty minutes later shepulled into the driveway of the two-story house where sheâd grown up. Her sister lived down the street. After years away, she and Nicholas were finally surrounded by family membersâmore than sheâd counted on when sheâd decided to return to Tallgrass.
âI need to take care of Tucker. Iâll be out back.â Nicholas hopped from the car and raced toward the backyard and the dog that had been his companion through his ordeal to fix the hole in his heart.
Inside she found her mother lying down on the couch in the den with a cold pack on her forehead. Jordan started to back out of the room when her mom shot up.
âHow did it go riding?â
Jordan sank into a chair, her muscles protesting the afternoon ride, her head pounding with tension from dealing with Zachary. âWhy didnât you or Rachel tell me Zachary owned the ranch?â
Her motherâs eyes widened. âMaybe your sister knew, but I didnât. Iâd heard he was back in town, but thatâs all.â
âWell, then, why didnât you tell me that at least?â
She swung her feet to the floor and faced Jordan. âBecause I was afraid you wouldnât come home. Isnât he the reason youâve stayed away?â
âMy work kept me in South Carolina.â
âYour graphics design business can be done from anywhere. You had a few clients there, but youâve managed to serve them from here, havenât you?â
âOkay, youâre right. Most of my clients are from all over.â
âSee, I knew it.â
Jordan removed the rubber band that held her hair off her neck. She shook her curls