with us. Â We are well prepared.â
âItâs time you told me everything, Jamie.â
âSoon,â he said. Â âThere are others you must see.â
As if on cue, the camp we found ourselves in came alive. Â I noticed that the tents had been pitched on a high, flat bluff, surrounded on all sides by miles of semi-desert. Â There was one road in, a gentle slope with no cover to either side. Â In the distance the rim of a crater glowed like a wall against the early sun. Â The sky was pink and clear and cold.
I thought immediately how vulnerable this place would be from the airships.
âWe have spotters in the distant hills, and anti-air batteries at the four horizons,â a strong, clear voice said behind me.
I turned to see someone I knew â someone I had known â
âKerl...â
âYou shouldnât whisper,â he said, smiling. Â âYour whisper makes me feel as if I am still far away from you.â
âKerl...â
I felt suddenly lightheaded, and had the horrible, distinct impression that I would collapse into my own vomitâ
There were strong hands on me as I fainted, and I heard Kerl order, âTake her to my tent.â
Then, again, I slept.
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I awoke with the image of the sun burning through the tent overhead.
Late afternoon, I judged by its height.
I felt rested, and refreshed. Â The cushions beneath me were as soft as the bottom of the wine cask had been hard. Â Scented petals floated in a water bowl on the floor nearby. Â An overhead fan, its blades made of red junto wood, turned lazy and slow in one corner, moving the dusty air.
The tent flap was thrown aside, and Kerl was there. Â
He had not been a dream after all...
âI waited for you to rouse,â he said.
He entered, and let the flap fall behind him.
He was taller than his brother, and broader. Â Where Kaylan had been elegant and slim, his younger brother was solid as stone. Â His mane was thick and luxurious, his features chiseled but saved from hardness by a soft mouth. Â I had been in love with him nearly my whole life.
âIt was cruel, the way you left,â I said simply, holding his gaze.
âWhen my brother was pickedââ
âOver your motherâs objections, and your brotherâs own,â I reminded him.
âTrue. Â But my father, as usual, got his way...â Â His gaze drifted off for a moment.
âYes. Â And he paid for it with his life, along with many other senators.â
âTrue again. Â But he led me to understand that there were reasons why I must leave when I did.â
Some of my evident hardness melted. Â âThen it wasnât your idea?â
He looked at me levelly. Â âNo. Â But there was more going on than you ever knew, Haydn. Â This usurpation by Frane was coming for a long time. Â The republic was doomed the day your father was assassinated.â
âAnd I was naive enough to think I could help keep the republic together.â
I noticed that he had not taken a step closer to me.
I could contain my anger no longer. Â âAnd you left without saying a word to me!â
âIt had to be done. Â Already there were plots within plots. Â When you married my brother, it was already evident the republic would fail, and the monarchy would return. Â Our goal was to make sure you became Queen, not Frane. Â You are the legitimate heir to the throne. Â We needed time to ensure that.â
âThen my happiness was sacrificed to buy you time ?â My voice rose to a near hysterical pitch.
He took the verbal blows and stood unbowed. Â âYes,â he said. âYour marriage to my brother was a bandage to keep the republic together for another year.â Â He looked away. Â âBut it still wasnât long enough.â
âAnd you and Iââ
His voice dropped to a whisper, and he took a