different circles.â
âI see,â he said. âAnd just so I have it straight, you bought your house four months ago and you hadnât seen your sister in six months, correct?â
âCorrect.â
âSo your sister has never visited you at your current residence?â
âThatâs right.â
Regan turned to me. âWe found a set of Stacyâs fingerprints at your house.â
I said nothing.
âYou donât seem surprised, Marc.â
âStacy is an addict. I donât think sheâs capable of shooting me and kidnapping my daughter, but Iâve underestimated how low she could sink before. Did you check her apartment?â
âNo one has seen her since you were shot,â he said.
I closed my eyes.
âWe donât think your sister could pull off something like this by herself,â he went on. âShe might have had an accompliceâa boyfriend, a dealer, someone who knew your wife was from a wealthy family. Do you have any thoughts?â
âNo,â I said. âSo, what, you think this whole thing was a kidnapping plot?â
Regan started clawing at his soul patch again. Then he gave a small shrug.
âBut they tried to kill us both,â I went on. âHow do you collect ransom from dead parents?â
âThey could have been so doped up that they made a mistake,â he said. âOr maybe they thought they could extort money from Taraâs grandfather.â
âSo why havenât they yet?â
Regan did not reply. But I knew the answer. The heat, especially afterthe shooting, would be too much for crack-heads. Crack-heads donât handle conflict well. It is one of the reasons they snort or shoot themselves up in the first placeâto escape, to fade away, to avoid, to dive down into the white. The media would be all over this case. The police would be making inquiries. Crack-heads would freak under that kind of pressure. They would flee, abandon everything.
And they would get rid of all the evidence.
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But the ransom demand came two days later.
Now that I had regained consciousness, my recovery from the gunshot wounds was proceeding with surprising smoothness. It could be that I was focused on getting better or that lying in a quasi-catatonic state for twelve days had given my injuries time to heal. Or it could be that I was suffering from a pain way beyond what the physical could inflict. I would think of Tara and the fear of the unknown would stop my breath. I would think of Monica, of her lying dead, and steel claws would shred me from within.
I wanted out.
My body still ached, but I pressed Ruth Heller to release me. Noting that I was proving the adage about doctors making the worst patients, she reluctantly gave me the okay to go home. We agreed that a physical therapist would come by every day. A nurse would pop by periodically, just to be on the safe side.
On the morning of my departure from St. Elizabeth, my mother was at the houseâthe former crime sceneâgetting it âreadyâ for me, whatever that meant. Oddly enough, I wasnât afraid to go back there. A house is mortar and brick. I didnât think the sight of it alone would move me, but maybe I was just blocking.
Lenny helped me pack and get dressed. He is tall and wiry with a face darkened by a Homer Simpson five-oâclock shadow that pops up six minutes after he shaves. As a child Lenny wore Coke-bottle glasses and too-thick corduroy, even in the summer. His curly hair had a habit of getting outgrown to the point where heâd start resembling a stray poodle. Now he keeps the curls religiously close cropped. He had laser eye surgery two years ago, so the glasses are gone. His suits lean toward the upscale side.
âYou sure you wonât stay with us?â Lenny said.
âYou have four kids,â I reminded him.
âOh yeah, right.â He paused. âCan I stay with you?â
I tried to