asks, I just reprimanded you and forced you to delete every one of those photos.â She winks at me before returning to work.
I walk back toward the makeup and hair area. My footsteps seem overly loud. Then I realize most of the crew and models are glaring at me. My face heats up again, but Iâm sort of relieved, because I know itâs my taking photos thatâs gotten everyone hot and bothered, not my identity.
Thereâs space to lean against the wall several feet behind Janessa. I set my bag on the floor, holding up my empty hands as if to say, Iâm done, no more pictures . Then the room is in motion again. Several of the models return to whatever it was they were doing. Janessa and the producer are looking over pictures on the monitor while the intern girl scribbles notes furiously.
I close my eyes for a second, taking in a slow deep breath. Todayâs emotional roller coaster has already exhausted me and itâs only 11:00 a.m.
âSoâ¦?â
My eyes fly open. âCollege Eve, right?â A blond-haired, blue-eyed model whoâs practically the only person in the room not glaring at me is now in front of me, initiating conversation.
âYeah, I guess,â I say.
âIâm Finley.â Her hair is curled perfectly, her makeup a mask over flawless skin. Sheâs shorter than me. Probably only five seven or five eight. Not a runway girl like Elana and me. âIâm not in the least bit concerned about having my picture taken without authorization, but I prefer Instagram. Tumblr tends to add ten pounds.â
I laugh. âNo tweeting or tumbling, I promise. But I might send them to an old professor who loves to study human subjects in photos for a living.â
âJust so long as you split the profits with me.â She bends down to smooth the hem of her dress, which has flipped upward. âYouâre here for a school paper, right?
âYeah, Iâm writing about Janessa. Sheâs a former student of one of my professors.â
âThatâs awesome. Iâve never heard of Janessa before today, but everyone here has been going on and on about how famous and important she is,â Finley says. âIâm just loving the fact that she hasnât yelled at me, made me take my top off, or told me to suck in my gut. Itâs nice to get direction that I can actually follow.â
Unfortunately, I know exactly what she means. âAre you in college? Or high school?â
I shift from one foot to the other, regretting the question. Finley watches me and grins. âItâs hard to tell with us girls, isnât it? I just graduated in June, but Iâm saving up before college. Hopefully only a year. Itâs been a little depressing though. All my friends are off at school and call me to tell me about their roommates and dorm food and all that. I wish thatâs what I was doing too. But you, youâre living that life.â
âSure am,â I say. âWhere do you want to go?â
âIâve always loved NYU. My parents met there. Can you imagine taking out four years of student loans for NYU tuition and with no high-paying corporate job planned?â
Actually, I have calculated student loans for Columbiaâs steep tuition, and I only got to adding five years of interest and payments before nearly passing out. âYouâd have to be really passionate about your studies.
She laughs really hard. âExactly. Which is why Iâm here. My dad says heâll get a loan or figure out something, but I donât want to put that burden on him. Not if I have a way to make my own money. Whatâs a year in the long run anyway, right?â
Clearly we have very different families. Her dad wants to bend over backward for her, and my parents prefer to live on their daughterâs modeling checks.
âWhereâs the perky blond girl?â Frankie shouts, turning slowly around the