directions. Alex does everything she asks perfectly. Heâs not even a little bit intimidated by her or by the dozens of people watching him. His chemistry with Elana is almost immediate. Whether manufactured for this job or real, itâs there, and itâll be there in the photo too.
His arrogance is also painfully familiar. So much that I canât watch them anymore. I lift my camera to my face again and start snapping shots of Janessa as she works. Despite her comment about teen fashion magazines not being her âusual cup of tea,â sheâs completely absorbed and on task. Itâs as if sheâs never taken a bad picture in her life and she doesnât plan to start now.
By the time my focus returns to the actual photo shoot, Janessa has moved on to a different set of models, and Elana is on the floor punching buttons on her sparkly-pink cell phone.
âAre you supposed to be taking pictures in here?â
I glance at the intern beside me. âIâm writing a paper on Janessa Fields. She said I could include some environmental photographs of her workplace.â Okay, so maybe she didnât say that , but she didnât tell me I couldn ât either.
âOh. Gotcha,â the girl says, backing down so quickly that I almost feel guilty for lying. âItâs just that Elanaâactually, her assistant âwould have a fit if we allowed photos that arenât part of the shoot. Especially with all of the reporters. No, we wouldnât want that.â
I lower my camera and take in the round Hispanic woman the intern referred to as Elanaâs assistant. âHow old is Elana?â
âNot sure. All Iâve gotten are mixed answers,â the intern says. âWhatâs your guess?â
I shrug, shaking off a flashback of me, four years ago. âHard to say.â
My guess is fourteen or fifteen. Sixteen tops.
The girl leans in to whisper to me, as if weâre suddenly BFFs. âSheâs already hooked up with Alex Evans. I heard they might be doing a big campaign together.â
My camera returns to my eye, and I zoom in on Alex, whoâs clear on the other side of the room. After all his flirting with Elana a few minutes ago, I expected that to continue off camera, but heâs moved himself as far from her as possible.
âI wouldnât be surprised if youâre right,â I say to the girl. This seems to please her, and she leaves me to return to her work.
I zoom in on Alex. His back is to me as he stares out the window. His hands are stuffed in his borrowed jean pockets. He lets out a breath and his shoulders slump forward a tad and the muscles in his back become less defined. A rush of adrenaline zips through my veins and I start snapping a dozen pictures, walking sideways to capture his profile.
Without any warning, his back becomes perfectly erect again and his head snaps in my direction.
Shit .
âWhat are you doing?â he demands, stalking over and placing his palm over my camera lens.
âNothing.â My heart thuds a little too fast. âJust getting some shots of the skyline. You knowâ¦out the window.â
His eyebrows lift, challenging me. âOh yeah? Well donât let me block your view.â
He steps aside and now I can clearly see that there isnât anything out that particular window except the side of another building. My face heats up despite telling myself not to blush. Heâs gonna think Iâm some obsessive girl trying to sneak pictures of shirtless models. As if I havenât seen enough of them for a lifetime.
I have yet to be caught photographing a human subject. Usually Iâm in wide-open spaces like Central Park and no one suspects theyâre in my shot. And those photos are for my professor or my own walls, not National Geographic like Janessaâs stuff or even Seventeen . If the roles were reversed, Iâd be pissed off too.
I flash him my most genuine fake