kind.â Edwards shrugged. âOr, if Dell shot himself on the upslope side of the log and fell over it, the gun could have slid down the hill quite a distance, gotten hidden like that.â
âSo the woundsâhow many were there?â
âTwo. One, a graze to the side of his head, was counted as a . . . sort of a first try. Then, through the eye.â
âSo the two wounds were counted as suicide wounds, one unsuccessful and one not, and no gun was found. And he was on the downslope side of the log.â
âYes, maâam.â The lawyer took off his hat, slapped it against his leg.
This was all wrong. Well, maybe . . . âHow was he lying? What position?â
âWhat, you want me to show you?â
âYes. Did you see him?â
âYes, maâam, I sure did. I came out to identify him. Didnât want his mom to see him like that. Sybil and I have been friends for years.â
âThen just humor me by assuming the position Dell was in, okay?â
Edwards looked as if he wished he were elsewhere. He knelt on the ground, reluctance in every line of his body. He was facing the fallen tree. Putting out a hand to steady himself, he sank down to the ground. His legs were bent at the knees and he was on his right side.
Tolliver moved behind me. âThis ainât right,â he whispered in my ear.
I nodded agreement. âOkay, thanks,â I said out loud. Paul Edwards scrambled to his feet.
âI donât see why you needed to see where Dell was, anyway,â he said, trying his best not to sound accusatory. âWeâre looking for Teenie.â
âWhatâs her last name?â Not that it mattered for search purposes, but Iâd forgotten; and it showed respect, to know the name.
âTeenie Hopkins. Monteen Hopkins.â
I was still upslope of the fallen tree, and I began making my way to the right. It felt appropriate, and it was as good a way to begin as any.
âYou might as well go back up to your SUV,â I heard Tolliver telling our reluctant escort.
âYou might need help,â Edwards said.
âWe do, Iâll come get you.â
I didnât worry about us getting lost. Tolliverâs job was to prevent that, and heâd never failed me; except for once, in the desert, and Iâd teased him about that for so long that heâd about gone crazy. Of course, since weâd nearly died, it was a lesson worth reinforcing.
It was best if I could walk with my eyes closed, but on this terrain that would be dangerous. The dark glasses helped, blocking out some of the color and life around me.
For the first thirty minutes of struggling across the steep slope, all I felt were the faint pings of ancient deaths. The world is sure full of dead people.
When I was convinced that no matter how stealthily he might be able to move, Paul Edwards could not have followed us, I paused at a rocky outcrop and took off my dark glasses. I looked at Tolliver.
âBullshit,â he said.
âNo kidding.â
âThe gunâs missing, but itâs suicide? Shot twice, and itâs suicide? I could swallow one of those, but not both. And anyone whoâs going to kill himself, heâs going to sit on the log and think about it. Heâs not going to stand downhill of a landmark like that. Suicides go up .â Weâd had experience.
âBesides,â I said, âhe fell on the hand that wouldâve been holding the gun. If by some weird chance that should have happened, I feel pretty confident that no one would be reaching under the corpse to steal the gun.â
âOnly someone with a cast-iron stomach.â
âAnd through the eye! Have you ever heard of anyone shooting himself like that?â
Tolliver shook his head.
âSomeone done killed that boy,â he said. Some days Tolliver is more country than others.
âDamn straight,â I said.
We thought about that for