kindlingâfor which he didnât have to use a hatchet or an axe to Sarahâs reliefâand to feed the animalsâthe two ponies, the dog, the lone goat and the flock of chickens that essentially sustained them when the summer gardenâs harvest ran out.
Sarah noticed that the box was full of kindling but they were running low on firewood. She stood in the kitchen door that opened up to the back pasture, where she saw David already chopping wood. He looked intense, single-minded and determined. A wave of sadness passed through her as she watched him. Heâd had such a different life âback homeâ as senior partner at a mid-size accounting firm.
She watched him attack the wood stump, his arms rippling with the muscles heâd created through their new life, and wondered what he thought of these days. Did he still worry out knotty accounting problems as he toiled and physically labored? Did he miss beyond endurance his corporate world? No wonder he let Mike get to him. Sarah couldnât help glancing in the direction of the community. Mikeâs plantation was real, his rule unassailable and tangible. His authority unimpeachable.
No wonder David flinched under his influence. Back in his world, Mike Donovan would be cutting Davidâs lawn for him.
Sarah squinted against the horizon to catch a glimpse of John. She could tell by where the sun was that it wasnât early, though still well before eight in the morning. She glanced again at the box full of kindling. It was very possible the boy had rushed through his chores before his parents were even out of bed, saddled his pony and left for Donovanâs camp. He was drawn to the manâand his tented kingdomâlike a boy was drawn to adventure.
She withdrew into the kitchen and began pounding the dough that, hopefully, would transform into a loaf of bread in eight short hours. As she was covering the bowl of dough with one of Deirdreâs kitchen towels, she turned to see her husband standing in the doorway, his arms full of cut firewood. He was staring at her with an expression of unutterable sadness.
âDavid? You okay?â
He grunted and dumped the wood into the flat basket next to the cook stove. âI think Johnâs already gone off.â
âI was wondering about that. You didnât see him before he left?â
David didnât answer, and when Sarah looked up from tucking the bowl of dough against the wall on the kitchen counter she saw that he appeared to be examining her thoughtfully.
âWhat is it?â
âYou know heâs in love with you,â David said flatly.
Her face must have relayed her thoughts, because he spoke before she could. âAnd do us both a favor and donât say who ?â
âWell, I think youâre imagining that,â she said, wiping her hands on her apron and breaking eye contact with him.
âYeah, right. How can I blame him? I just donât need to see it on a daily basis.â
She faced him. âLook, David, I canât say what is or isnât going on in Mike Donovanâs head, but as long as it isnât in mine, what difference does it make?â
âYeah, right,â he said again. âHeâs already taken my son.â
âDonât even say that! If youâre talking about theâ¦about Mike spanking John, I hate it too, but I understand it. These are different times, hard times.â
âIt takes a village?â David said sarcastically, and Sarah suddenly realized it wasnât a part of him she had ever seen much. Except lately.
âThe concept of everyone having your back in a community is as old as time,â Sarah said, wondering why he was putting her in the position of defending the community. âMike didnât invent it.â She turned to pour his tea into a large earthenware mug.
âAre you making an appeal to move in with them?â
âYou know Iâm not.â
She set