champagne. âProbably for the same reason youâre wearing this go-there-come-here dress. I donât know whether to make a pass at you or recite the Twenty-third Psalm.â
When she replied, âIâm sure you can figure it out,â he put his glass on the table, stood and extended his hand. âDance with me. Iâve always loved this song,â he said of Percy Faithâs recording of âDiane.â
Susan didnât need to be coaxed, but she had begun to like the man, and she wondered if she would someday regret what she was increasingly certain would happen between them. She wanted it, didnât she? Hadnât she planned it meticulously? She considered backing out, but his arm eased around her, strong and masculine, and pulled her to within inches of his body. And they danced. Danced until that song and then another one ended. Danced as if they had always danced. She didnât know when she rested her head on his shoulder and his other arm went around her, snug and comfortable as if it had a right to her body.
âDo you realize whatâs happening here?â he asked after a while. She did, but she didnât answer. âDid that champagne go to your head?â he asked her.
âIâm cold sober,â she told him, in a frank admission that she wanted him.
âSo am I. I donât want to leave now, but I will if you tell me to go.â
âI want some more champagne.â
He tipped up her chin and stared into her eyes. âDonât you realize that I want you?â
With her gaze on his mouth, she wet her lips with the tip of her tongue, and he bent to them. She welcomed him with lips parted, took him in. No longer was it a matter of seducing him and using him for her own gain, to have one completely satisfying sexual experience before undergoing a surgical menopause at the age of thirty-four. No longer was he merely a tool, a means of achieving a coveted goal.
Tall, handsome, trim, intelligent, educated, wealthy, charismatic and sophisticated, Lucas Hamilton was precisely what a woman wanted in a man. But in that evening, she had discovered strength in him, compassion, and a vulnerability that ignited in her a need to nurture him. Her arms gripped his shoulders, and he tightened his hold on her until her nipples hardened against his chest.
He stopped the kiss. âWhere do you sleep?â She lowered her gaze, lest he see the fear in her eyes. Suppose it didnât work. But in another ten days, it would be too late.
âDown the hall,â she murmured.
Minutes later, he stood looking down at her as she lay on her bed clothed only in the burnt-orange bikini panties and bra. âYou are one beautiful woman. I wanted you the first time I saw you.â With that, he shed his clothes and was soon holding her tightly in his arms as if he thought she would escape. He surprised her with his sensitivity and gentleness, testing and adoring until she wanted to scream for him to join them. When at last he did, it was a homecoming. She didnât know whether the storm howled outside, in the bedroom or merely raged within her like nothing she had ever imagined. She hit bottom before he hurled her into the stratosphere and hung there with her until she thought her heart would stop.
Half an hour later, he raised his head from her breast, stared into her eyes for a second and then kissed her. But it was a kiss meant to soothe rather than to communicate, and she knew it. He separated them, and she turned on her side, away from him, overcome with emotion as tears trickled down her cheeks. She buried her face in the pillow to muffle her sobs, but she couldnât control the jerking motions of her body. His hands gripped her shoulders.
âMy Lord! Are you crying? Look at me!â His voice carried an urgency and something akin to fear. Or was it concern? âI said look at me, Susan.â She forced herself to open her eyes and tried to