Iâm smiling as I close my locker. âTell you what, when you figure out what that means, get back to me.â Of course now Iâm lovinâ this âcause his boys are really laughing at him now even though they donât have a clue, either. I look at them. They are all cracking up except one, Boyce. I donât know his last name. Heâs not the type of person you want to know all that well. Heâs a stone-cold thug with serious lockdown issues. Everything about him pointed to an ending involving a needle in the arm or a bullet in the head. It was just a matter of time for either or both.
âCome on, man, screw her stuck-up ass. We ainât got time for this shit. We got stuff to do,â Boyce says anxiously.
âNah, nah, I want to hear this,â Troy begins playfully.
âYouâs a stupid ass, why you kissing up behind her, man?â
âWhat?â
âYou donât need her shit. Letâs go.â
âYo, man, can you hold up a minute?â Troy says. The other guys are deathly quiet. No one seems to even be breathing.
âYo, screw this and screw this schoolgirl shit.â
Troy turns to him, and the rest of his crew seem to take astep back. Nobody says a word and I just stand there, âcause it is obvious something is about to jump off since Boyce had stepped up to Troy. âLetâs go, man,â Boyce reiterates forcefully.
Troy doesnât say anything to him this time. He just turns back to me. âAâight this timeâfrontinâ with jokes just âcause you think you know two big words.â
âThatâs two more than you know,â I say, as I start walking away. I had enough of this game. Unfortunately, I have to walk past his friends to get to my exit. Boyce glares at me as I pass him. I swear he looked like pure evil. I looked away. Hell, I wasnât crazy.
âBitch,â Troy says, loud enough for me to hear.
âTakes one to know one, bitch,â I whisper under my breath louder than I thought. His boys hear me and start laughing at him again.
âWhat did you say?â he asks quickly.
âThatâs an excellent question, Mr. Carson. Exactly what did you just say?â
Everybody turns and sees Ms. Grayson approaching. Troy doesnât turn. Instead heâs looking right at me. His eyes are really dark as he glares. I know heâs pissed, but right now I donât really care. Ms. Grayson pulls him to the side. His boys start walking away slowly.
I walk away, knowing heâd have a headache the rest of the day. Ms. Grayson is talking to him about having respect. He said something, blaming me, but I didnât hear it. I start laughing anyway. Okay, I admit it. That was fun. Messing with Troyâs head was like playing with my little brothers.The only difference is theyâre not yet five. Still, mentally thereâs not a lot of difference.
So I get to the end of the hall nearest my exit and see my ex-friend Cassie. Sheâs sitting on the bench at the exit. We used to meet up like this all the time and walk home together. She stands when I approach. I shake my head and roll my eyes. I know this bitch isnât about to try and talk to me after everything she did.
âKenisha, can we talk?â she says quietly.
I have nothing to say to her. Still donât, so I just keep walking. I donât even bother saying, âhell, no.â
âKenisha. Kenisha. Kenisha.â
She keeps calling me, so I finally stop and stare at her like sheâs crazy. I canât believe she has the nerve to try and talk to me after what she did. Like Iâm not supposed to remember she caused all this drama in the first place. Having somebody stab me in the back once is all the lesson I need to learn. I donât trust her, and she knows it. So how am I supposed to be friends with someone I donât trust? I donât know what she thinks sheâs doing, or what sheâs