first time in years, excitement surged through him.
As Lara approached the sod shack that sat on the acre of rented land where her family lived, she slowed her steps. Her trio of nanny goats bleated to her and stuck their heads over the short fence, hoping for a handout. Michael plucked a dandelion and stuck it out, giggling when the billy goat snatched it with his big teeth.
She had kept the information sheâd learned yesterday a secret while she examined her feelings and tried to comprehend that sheâd never see her husband again.
How would the news affect her grandfather? Would he share her relief, mixed with the sadness of a life snuffed out at such a young ageâa mostly wasted life?
Five years ago, sheâd been so eager to get help for her grandfather that she had gone against his wishes and married Tom with the hope that having another man around would ease her grandpaâs workload. But theyâd lost the ranch after Tom went off searching for riches and adventure. Many times over, sheâd regretted marrying him. Lara remembered something a woman at church once muttered when a local farm girl ran off with a traveling peddler.
âMarry in haste, repent at leisure.â
Lara sighed. That sure was the truth.
The sun glistened off the top of Jolineâs head as her sister ducked down and stepped through the low doorway of the soddy. Jo looked up, and her blue eyes sparked when she saw Lara.
âWhere were you?â Jo glared at her.
âOut pickinâ greens.â
âWell, itâs about time you got back. Grandpaâs had another of his swamp fever attacks.â
Lara closed her eyes and allowed the news to wash over her. âHow bad is it?â
âBetter than some, worse than others.â Jo stooped down to hug Michael and gave him a kiss on the cheek. âEww! Youâre all sticky.â
He giggled and tried to touch her with his dirty hands.
Jo jumped up and stepped back. âOh, no you donât.â
Michael laughed out loud and chased her around the yard, Jo playfully shrieking as if a bear were after her. Lara smiled, glad her worries hadnât affected her son. He needed to play and laugh.
She set down the bucket of greens, blowing out a sigh as Jo walked toward her.
âHow much of Grandpaâs medicine is left?â Lara asked, even though she knew exactly how few pills were still in the bottle. She had desperately hoped she could finish this monthâs mending and collect payment before Grandpa ran out of his quinine tablets.
âSix. Heâs been trying to not take them.â
Lara wanted to sit down and cry but knew it wouldnât accomplish anything and would only upset her son. She glanced up at the sky and silently beseeched her heavenly Father for help.
âDoes he have a fever yet?â
Jo shook her head. âNo, but heâs tired and achy, and his head hurts. I hope for his sake this is a short episode.â
âMe, too. Did you finish weeding the garden?â Lara held her hand over her eyes to block the sun and studied her sister, hoping she had done her chores. Jo usually seemed willing to help until it came time to do the actual work. Sheâd rather be dreaming of fancy clothes, a house with wood floors and pretty furniture, or a handsome beau.
Joline waved a hand in the air, dramatic as ever. âIâve been taking care of Grandpa. When would I have time to work in the garden?â
Michael ran up beside Lara, his face and hands dripping wet. âI can pull weeds.â
His childish exuberance warmed her heart, but if she let him hoe alone, heâd cut down the vegetables along with the weeds. Lara stooped down and gave him a hug. âThank you, sweetie. Maybe weâll go do it together and let Aunt Jo watch over Grandpa, since heâs not feeling well.â
Michael glanced at Joline and smiled then tugged Lara toward the small vegetable plot.
The southern breeze cooled