logic yet. In the end, everything made sense, everything had some kind of order. Everything. It just had to. And Jeremy Gronson just had to understand everything.
Seeing a different tack, he lifted the rook. The small ebon tower caught bits of light from the recessed bulbs in the ceiling. He held it awhile, pondering, then set it down in a new spot. Now the patterns of the pieces looked familiar, ordered. Everything was in its place again. Everything perfect. He knew just what to do next.
He imagined the game playing out, saw his pieces as if they were his football teammates: moving across the field, pushing through the frail defense, passing him the ball, so he could run and run untilâ¦
âArgh!â
Jeremy swatted at the pieces, sweeping as many as he could into the air. The black king shattered a water glass. A white pawn made a small indentation in the wall.
He still lost. Through some insane accident, he still lost.
But then again, there were no accidents.
âJeremy?â Mother said, her voice muffled by the door. âEverything all right in there?â
âYes. Fine.â
âAre you still thinking about that girl?â Father asked loudly. Even through the door and the wall, Father had heard the tension in his voice. Father was always hearing things in his voice. He just never understood what they were about. Of course he was thinking about the girl, but not for the stupid hormonal reasons Father suspected.
He shook his head. âNo, Dad. Iâm not thinking about the girl.â
He imagined the board again in his mind, piece by piece, move by move. Then he imagined himself swatting that away as well.
It was a trick, it had to beâjust a trick. Maybe it was one of the tricks the Obscure Masters would reveal when he finished his initiation. Just as soon as he won the last game.
Far off, a timer beeped.
âJeremy! Our teaâs ready!â
âI know, Dad. I know.â
âCanât have servants every day, Jay.â
Jeremy winced. He hated when father called him Jay.
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âYou scare the crap out me, Siara,â her dad said as the evening sky, visible through the window behind him, swelled over the city.
Reality bites, she thought. They sat in the barely-eat-in kitchen at a table that had been too small for the three of them for years, she steadily meeting his totally glaring eyes.
She tried to get through to him one more time. âI had to go into the fire to save Harry. And Jeremy, the boyfriend you were pushing me to stay with, took me to that party in the first place. As for the riot, wellâ¦the charges were dropped.â
Forget it. It was useless. She didnât believe any of it herself. She blasted some air through her curled lower lip, up at the plum-red strands on her forehead. They werenât in her eyes; she just did it out of nervousness and because she was kind of hoping it might look cute enough to lower the Dad Anger Quotient.
It didnât.
âThe charges were dropped,â he repeated slowly. âHowâd we get here, exactly?â
She gave him a sheepish grin. âTake a left at adolescence?â
Even her most humble, self-deprecating humor didnât break through. He didnât laugh.
âYouâre grounded for a month. Really, not like last time. Iâm putting locks on your windows so thereâll be no more sneaking out via the fire escape.â
âButââ
âYou go to school, you come home. You do your homework, you go to bed, you wake up, you go to school. Repeat for thirty days. On weekends maybe weâll walk you around the block a few times for exercise, but thatâs it.â
âCan Iâ¦can I go see Harry?â
âNo.â
Siaraâs indignation rose with her voice. âHeâs all alone. He doesnât have much family. Heâs myâ¦friend. Shouldnât I stick by him? Arenât you the one who told me I should always do what I think is