not a white picket fence kind of guy.â
âMost people who canât settle down have something to hide.â
âCriminal types, you mean.â
âYou said it. Not me.â
âI did my time. And I learned my lesson. I do not make choices that could send me back to prison. Ever.â
âIâll bet that makes your mother happy.â
âMy mother was killed during a home invasion when I was a baby.â
âYour father then. Grandparents. Siblings. Whoever was hurt when you were sent to prison so young.â
âNo one was hurt.â At this rate Jay was going to need another fifty or so laps in the pool to calm down enough to get to work. âMy only living relativeâthe aunt who raised meâpassed away during my freshman year of college.â
âYou ever been married?â
âNo.â
âWhat about girlfriends?â
âNo one serious.â Not that it was any of this manâs damn business.
âAny close friends?â
âNot that I can think of offhand.â
âYou have no one at all.â
Jay felt exposed by the shock in the sheriffâs voice. And forced himself to answer the question, too. âNo.â
Now the other man knew Jayâs dirtiest secret. He was completely alone in the world. No meaningful relationships. Heâd never had anyone with whom he felt close. Had no idea how to be a member of a family unit. Let alone the head of one.
âAny more questions, Sheriff?â
Jayâs voice must have had more of an edge than heâd intended. Leaving the unopened bottle of water on the counter, Sheriff Richards stood and moved toward the front room. Before he reached the door he turned, a look of concern lining his face.
âWe arenât unforgiving folks,â he said, his hands at his sides. âNor are we unwelcoming. Weâre just protective of our way of life out here. Itâs why weâre all here, and not in some other place. The people of ShelterValley have chosen a lifestyle that makes them happy. Itâs my job to protect that as well as to protect them.â
And an ex-con with long hair and secrets roaring into town on the back of a Harley didnât fit.
Jay couldnât agree more.
âWeâre a family here in Shelter Valley. A big, overgrown family sharing a homestead in the desert. We all look after each otherâs kids, and after each other. But I guess you wouldnât understand that.â
No, probably not.
And he sure as hell wasnât selling his bike or cutting his hair to make them all happy.
At Jayâs continued silence, Richards opened the door. âIâm sure Iâll be seeing you around,â he said. âCall if you need anything.â
Jay had the oddest feeling that the guyâs offer was sincere.
âCome back anytime,â Jay offered in return. But only after heâd shut the door firmly behind the other man.
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T HE ROAD WASNâT WELL TRAVELED . Two dirt tracks was the extent of it. Ellen bumped along easily, breathing in the peaceful mountain air through the open window of her green Ford Escape, appreciating that the temperature dropped so drastically in mere minutes as she left behind the hot desert that she also adored.
Each time she made this bimonthly trek she felt torn. Part of her wished that Joe Frasier could open himself up to a move to town, to having more than only her and Sheriff Richards in his life. And part of her understood why Joe clung so voraciously to his mountaintop home. Life made sense out here.
Still, life was meant to be lived, not avoided.
Ellen slowed from the 15 mph sheâd been going to climb the steep track to 5 mph as she pulled into the cleared bit of dirt in front of Joeâs rudimentary cabin. Heâd cleared the spot for herâhad that been almost five years ago?âwhen Sheriff Richards had first asked Ellen to be his partner in this effort to assist the lonely