start knocking her about. Everything about poor Rosemaâs body language is screaming at them to abuse her. They barge in and kick her round the garden like a football. They toss her high into the tallest trees so that she hangs for a moment in the branches by her hair before falling on to the red earth in a heap, like a broken spider. Then, one day, a boy called Donald Carter gets into a frenzy. Dinah watches as he shakes Rosema violently between his teeth, tossing his head from side to side. Then he throws her into the air and catches her inhis mouth. He growls at her like a tiger and suddenly heâs ripped off the end of her nose. Dinahâs eyes are opened. In a fit of guilt she takes Rosema to her heart and swears to love her best for ever. Having rejected her child, she now adores her with an extreme devotion. She sews up Rosemaâs nose with a needle and some of the flesh-coloured thread that her mother uses to cobble together holes in silk stockings.
âRosema is my favourite,â she says. âRosema is my best doll.â
She and Rosema become inseparable.
The reason Dinah can sew from an early age is that her mother canât. Sewing follows the law of alternating generations, so that if your mum canât sew then you can. Dinahâs mumâs idea of sock-darning is to work a tacking thread round the hole and pull it tight into a ruched lump. This is one reason why Dinah and Lisa have blisters on their heels. The other is that their shoes are much too clumpy. Their dad, who is independent-minded and holds strong opinions on most things, has grown up in a household without sisters. He thinks girlsâ stuff is silly and inferior and heâs got no time for it. He buys his daughters boysâ toys and boysâ shoes, so they have a red-and-green Meccano set and Bayco building blocks and a Hornby and several gyroscopes, and sturdy laced shoes called Knockabouts. But when Dinah is six, precisely because sheâs so skinny and weedy, a shoe-shop attendant measures her as AA width, and says that her feet will be ruined unless her parents put her in ultra-narrow, girly Startrites which just happen to come with a T-bar and a buckle and petal patterns cut out on the insteps. This is the happiest day of Dinahâs life and poor Lisa is terribly jealous.
Dinah is a cry-baby and she has a bleeding heart. So one day she wonât stop crying because sheâs accidentally washed a small spider down the plug-hole. Her mum, who has a Gothic streak, tells her that much more terrible things are happening every day. There and then she tells Dinah about a court case in that dayâs newspaper. Itâs all about a mother whoâs been tying up her children and making them eat their own sick. Because Dinahâs mum is anxiety-prone, she likes to off-load gruesome stories. This is why she tells Lisa and Dinah about the multiple rapist in Cape Town for whom she mistook the Australian soldier. He could get through any locks and keys, she says. So the rapist would get into a house or a flat while the woman who lived there was out, and then heâd hide, sothat when the woman came home, sheâd lock the door safely behind her and, just then, the rapist would step out of a cupboard.
This anecdote makes Dinah start checking all cupboards on entering a house, including small flat wall cupboards. And she always looks under beds, chests and dressers in case of very small rapists â sometimes even two-dimensional rapists. Only then will she think of locking a front door. Dinahâs mum calls the rapist a murderer, so that she doesnât have to explain what rape is, because Dinah and Lisa donât yet know anything about sex, not until they are nearly ten and eleven. This is when Dorothy who lives in Manning Road takes them into a cupboard and whispers to them one by one what their mum and dad do together in bed.
When their dad gets a proper tenured lectureship in the maths