book-club meeting. I wanted to be like a fly on the wall and watch Holly put on her usual airs. I wanted to hear Mrs. Grace brag on her.
As I walked along, I daydreamed, my thoughts finally returning to Mama. She wouldnât be back from the Montgomerysâ until just after dark. If I beat her home, I could say I was sick and couldnât get the dinner and chores done because of that.
Naw, I decided. That wouldnât work. I didnât have a fever and Mama could always tell when I was lying, anyway.
Two little white girls came toward me, holding hands. I stepped sideways to get off the walk. Thatâs when I saw
Mama coming out of Pennyâs Grocers walking behind Mrs. Montgomery, loaded down with two brown sacks. It was too late for me to get out of sight. Mama looked me dead in the face with no expression at all.
I dragged myself over to her with slumped shoulders.
âExcuse me, Mrs. Montgomery,â she said. She looked down at me. âWhereâs Prez?â
âHeâs at home.â
âWhy ainât you home?â
Before I could answer, she said, âCome on.â
We sat in silence in the back seat of Mrs. Montgomeryâs big black sedan. When we pulled into the driveway, Mama gathered the packages and got out without a word. I knew to follow her into the house.
âSit down,â Mama said. She began to move briskly around the kitchen, putting away the contents of the sacks. When she was finished, she called to Mrs. Montgomery that she was going, got her hat off the hook by the back door, and put it on.
âLetâs go,â she said.
It would be a long, quiet walk, because Mama didnât reprimand in public. You acted up in town and she just dug a thumb in your forearm and whispered a promise of a whipping in your ear. Mama could wait hours before she acted, and the whole time you lived with an awful dread.
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Prez looked from Mama to me. âWhere you been, Francie?â he asked meâto gain Mamaâs favor, anyone could see.
I ignored the question.
âFrancie went to town,â Mama said. âNow the chores ainât done and we donât have no supper.â
âI was afraid,â I said quickly.
âAfraid of what?â Mama looked at me full of suspicion. Neither one of us had sat down.
âAugustine Butler was mad cause I didnât give her an answer on our math test.â I pulled the note out my pocket, glad that I had saved it. âShe passed me this.â
âWhatâs it say?â Mama asked. She didnât read.
ââYouâre going to get it.ââ
âCome on over here, Prez, and read that note. Tell me if thatâs what it says.â
Prez squinted at the note and nodded his head. âThatâs what it says, Mama.â
âAnd you didnât write it yourself, Francie?â
âNo, maâam.â
âFrancie didnât write that note, Mama. âGoingâ ainât even spelled right. Itâs spelled g-o-n.â
Mama thought about this. She was quiet. Then: âYouâre not to go into town no more. You gonna have to figure out how to handle that olâ bully, but I want your behind to come straight homeâwith Prezâafter school. Straight home. â
There was nothing to say to that. It gave me no answer to my problem, but I could tell by the tired way Mama took off her town hat and went to the basin to wash up that I wasnât going to be punished.
I woke up the next morning with my head filled with
schemes of how to avoid Augustine. Iâd start out early and cut through the woods. If she saw me already at school helping Miss Lattimore, sheâd just think the teacher asked me to come early.
Prez was trying to spoil my plan by not hurrying, determined to be hard to wake and slow about eating his oatmeal.
âCome on!â I said, pushing his book bag at him.
âI am,â he said, squeezing his foot into his shoe.