it out for a few more minutes. “ Well, your father and I are just concerned about you. We called earlier this week and even last week and you didn’t call back.” “ I’ve just been busy getting adjusted. The first week is hectic.” “ Well, this is your first time away from home. It’s your first time away from us since the…” “ I know. You don’t have to say it.” “ Selena?” “ Yes, mom?” My voice scrunched up. I knew what was coming next. “ Have you been taking your pills?” “ Of course, mom.” Agitation coursed through my bloodstream. I felt my right temple pulsate. The vein that protrudes above my right eye when I get angry pound recklessly. “ You don’t have to get snippy, Selena.” “ I’m not.” I clenched the phone in my sweaty fist. “Mom, I have to go. I have a study group I have to meet up with.” “ Okay, call me later tonight. Oh shoot! Your father and I have a poker night with the Redmonds next door. Call me tomorrow afternoon. I love you.” “ I love you too.” I hung up the phone and not even ten seconds later, it rang again. My face wound to a tight frown. “ Mom, I told you I’d call you back.” I said. My voice sharp as a blade. “ Hello?” the stony voice said. It was Heath. “ Shit,” I said. I swiftly fixed my hair, hoping he couldn’t see how much of a mess it was. “Heath!” “ Hey there,” he said laughing. The ragged timbre of his voice sent my stomach into a flutter. “ How are you?” “ Not bad.” His voice made breaths get caught in my throat. “Look, I had a great time with you last night…” “ So did I.” Was he asking me out again tonight? “ But we didn’t get any work done. We didn’t talk about the project.” “ You’re right. I’m at the library right now doing research.” I grabbed my fancy caffeinated milkshake and headed outside to not disrupt the students nearby with my giddiness. “ You’re at the library without me?” He sounded offended. “ I didn’t know I was required to? I did my part to try to reach you. I’m not getting an F. Even if that means doing it myself.” “ I’m on my way. I’ll text you when I’m there.” *** The lull of reading reference book after reference had taken its toll. My caffeine rush had worn off. My eyes were glazing over and I was nodding off too much. I struggled to keep my chin from hitting my chest. I felt a hand fall on top of my shoulder. “Ma’am, I’m going to have ask you to wake up. The library prohibits sleeping at the desk,” the voice said. It was dainty and fragile. My head heaved up in shock. I hoped she didn’t see the drool on the side of my mouth. I mumbled something under my breath. Even I couldn’t understand it. I think I tried to apologize. I slowly open my eyes to see Heath smiling over me. “Heath!” I said. “ Wake up sleepy head,” he said cackling. “ How long were you standing here?” He was getting a kick out of this. I couldn’t peg this boy. One day he was closed off. The next he’s full of angst. And now he’s chipper as can be. I pinched him on his forearm. “ Ouch! Now I know not to play with you when you’re sleeping!” He rubbed his arm up and down to soothe the stinging. My pinches were deadly. “C’mon. Let’s walk around. Get that blood flowing. We got a lot of work to do.” After we got a few books from the shelves, we sat down at the table, across from each other, ready to dive in head first for an afternoon full of footnotes and fact-checking. I needed one hundred percent focus to not sit and stare at him all day long. I didn’t think I had enough willpower to simply focus on just studying. Heath had the type of demeanor that he knew women desired him. Even if they hated his personality, they still fantasized about him. “ What?” he said. He caught me staring at him red-handed. I had to think of something fast. “ Can I ask you a question?” “ Well it depends.” “