low, urgent voice as he spoke to Celine. Helen wouldnât open her eyes. He sounded as if he was close to the woman, perhaps touching her, from the gravelly whispering.
Her marriage was over, she thought dully. Their love in tatters. And suddenly she felt horribly alone and vulnerable.
Hurriedly she clapped a hand to her mouth as her stomach heaved and a wave of heat rushed up her entire body. With a despairing cry, she blundered into the bedroom and headed for the en suite, leaving a trail of sticky clay to embed itself firmly in the fibres of the expensive carpet.
Dan had barked something at Celine and then he must have followed Helen into the bathroom because his hands were on her shoulders, ice-cold, heavy, imprisoning, the pressure of his half-naked chest against her back somehow intimate and shocking.
âDarlingâ¦â he coaxed, low-voiced and soothing.
Hysterically she shook them off with an impassioned, âIâm not your darling! Donât pretend you care!â
âOf course I do,â he said sternly. âIâm worried about you. I think youâre illââ
âI am ill! And youâre making me feel worse! I came home because Iâve got flu!â she cried miserably, hanging onto the basin as if her life depended on it. Her stomach churned horribly but she couldnât be sick even though she felt as if she might.
âThen you must get to bedââ
âBed!â
Her eyes met his in the mirror and he flinched from her scything glare.
âWhat? What did I say?â he demanded thinly.
âDo you intend to change the sheets first?â she hurled in anguish.
He gasped as if sheâd lashed him with a whip. She saw his tight stomach muscles contract and recognised the pain that had rocketed through him. He looks ghastly, she thought. And tried not to care.
âI donât need to change the sheets!â he grated.
Her eyes widened. Passion had struck somewhere else, then!
âSo you didnât make it to the bedroom!â she cried wildly, unable to bear the thought of Dan being so crazy for another woman. âYou couldnât wait, I suppose! Where, then? Tell me so I can avoid that place! Tell me! In the hall? The stairs? Iâll burn the carpet,â she threatened. âRip up the floorboards. Have them replacedâ!â
âHelen! Stop this! Youâre being irrationalââ
âI know!â she cried in distress. Heâd made love to Celine. How could she ever get over that? âAnd with good reason!â she sobbed. âYou brute! I hate you for doing this to me!â
Unable to control herself, she whirled around and hammered her fists into his naked chest. He let her, taking the blowsâpresumably because he knew he deserved every one of them. And she was exhausted by her outburst.
âStop it, Helen. Calm down,â he urged.
âThen tell me what happened! I have a right to know!â she moaned, suddenly going limp in his arms.
âI will,â he said gruffly, holding her up. âDonât upset yourself, please . Just trust meââ
âAre you mad ?â she railed, feeling his strength sustaining her. His wonderfully lithe, powerful body, she thought. Then jealousy struck as she imagined his eyes looking at Celine with desire, his hands touching, arousing⦠She sucked in a tortured breath, unable to bear it. âGo away, Dan!â she sobbed. âI donât want to see you or hear you or think of you ever again!â
âDonât say that!â His grip tightened. His eyes blazed. âDonât ever say that, Helen! Iâm not going anywhereââ
âYouâll have to. You canât possibly explain this away.â
Her eyes were dead. She thought sheâd never smile again.
âI can. I will. But first you must get into bed before you get pneumonia. You lookââ
âI know what I look like!â she