God. Oh, God.
Where was her purse? She fumbled for the tote bag in the passenger seat. The pills. Itâd been so long since sheâd relied on them.
She hadnât suffered an anxiety attack in several years. But with her so-called reunion facing her this morning, surely sheâd had the foresight to tuck them inside her purse in case of an emergency.
Digging around through the detritus that filled her life, she came up empty. She slammed her hands on the wheel. Of all the days not to...
She breathed in through her mouth and exhaled through her nose in an exercise sheâd learned from the counselor. And she repeated the Scriptures sheâd memorized at the suggestion of a friend, a marine biologist working in the Bahamas.
Until the dizziness passed. Until her vision cleared. Until the pain in her lungs subsided.
Dripping with sweat, she took a few steadying breaths before shifting gears. Lesson learned. Despite the size of Kiptohanock, sheâd avoid contact with her family.
One summer. The two-month pilot program. Sheâd lie low. Something she was good at.
And like Thomas Wolfe had said, you couldnât ever go home again. Or at least, not her.
* * *
âDaddy! Come quick! Daddy!â
Weston dropped the hammer and raced out of the former lightkeeperâs cottage. He ran toward the beach, where the incoming tide lapped against the shoreline. Where heâd left his nine-year-old daughter alone... The librarian pegged him rightly. He was a terrible father.
âIsabelle!â
Panting, he plowed his way to the top of the dune. âAnswer me.â The fronds of sea oats dancedâtaunting himâin the afternoon breeze.
On the beach below, she windmilled her arms to get his attention. He willed his heart to return to a semblance of normal. Sheâd gotten his attention, all right. He scrambled down the dune toward his daughter.
She clutched the straw hat on her head. âLook, Daddy.â With her free hand, she gestured to a set of tracks stippling the sand from the base of the dunes to where they disappeared around the neck of the beach. âTurtle tracks.â
Izzie bounced in her flip-flops, a redheaded pogo stick. âMaybe turtle eggs on our beach, too.â She clapped her hands together. The hat went flying.
He sighed, and watched it blow out to sea.
âWe could have babies. Just like Max.â
His gaze flickered to his daughter. âIf there are eggs, they wonât belong to us. Best thing we can do is leave them and their turtle mama alone.â
Izzieâs face fell.
He tickled her ribs. âEven Max will tell you to give new mamas a wide berth. Theyâre touchy. And ornery.â
âWas Mama touchy and ornery with me?â
âN-not when you were the most beautiful, wonderful baby who was ever born.â He nuzzled her cheek with the stubble of his jaw.
âDaddy.â She giggled and pushed his shoulder. âYou are so prickly.â
He caught Izzie in his arms and gave her a bear hug. âLike a porcupine.â
Laughing, Izzie wriggled free. âIâm gonna follow the tracks to the water.â She disappeared beyond the curve of the dune before he could formulate, much less express, a warning.
One day she wouldnât be so easily diverted from the rest of the story. And he could never tell Izzie the whole truth.
Behind the dune, Izzie screamed. He jolted, his heart palpitating once more.
âDaddy! Hurry...â
Parentingânot unlike certain Coastie jobsâought to come with hazard pay. Breaking into a loping run, he jogged around the point.
He found Izzie at the edge of the surf, where the waves curled and skittered over her bare toes like a watery sand crab. She crouched beside a prehistoric-looking sea turtle. A metallic hook jutted from the creatureâs neck.
âIzzie, get back.â He waved his arm. âInjured animals are dangerous.â
âThe turtle mama.â Izzie