knowâ¦.â
She paused, musing. Then she said.
âImagine my childhood. No, you canât! Youâre not English!â
Poirot asked:
âWas it a very English childhood?â
âOh, incredibly so! The countryâa big shabby houseâhorses, dogsâwalks in the rainâwood firesâapples in the orchardâlack of moneyâold tweedsâevening dresses that went on from year to yearâa neglected gardenâwith Michaelmas daisies coming out like great banners in the autumnâ¦.â
Poirot asked gently:
âAnd you want to go back?â
Rosamund Darnley shook her head. She said:
âOne canât go back, can one? Thatânever. But Iâd like to have gone onâa different way.â
Poirot said:
âI wonder.â
Rosamund Darnley laughed.
âSo do I, really!â
Poirot said:
âWhen I was young (and that, Mademoiselle, is indeed a long time ago) there was a game entitled, âIf not yourself, who would you be?â One wrote the answer in young ladiesâ albums. They had gold edges and were bound in blue leather. The answer? Mademoiselle, is not really very easy to find.â
Rosamund said:
âNoâI suppose not. It would be a big risk. One wouldnât like to take on being Mussolini or Princess Elizabeth. As for oneâs friends, one knows too much about them. I remember once meeting a charming husband and wife. They were so courteous and delightful to one another and seemed on such good terms after years of marriage that I envied the woman. Iâd have changed places with her willingly. Somebody told me afterwards that in private theyâd never spoken to each other for eleven years!â
She laughed.
âThat shows, doesnât it, that you never know?â
After a moment or two Poirot said:
âMany people, Mademoiselle, must envy you.â
Rosamund Darnley said coolly:
âOh, yes. Naturally.â
She thought about it, her lips curved upward in their ironic smile.
âYes, Iâm really the perfect type of the successful woman! I enjoy the artistic satisfaction of the successful creative artist (I really do like designing clothes) and the financial satisfaction of the successful business woman. Iâm very well off, Iâve a good figure, a passable face, and a not too malicious tongue.â
She paused. Her smiled widened.
âOf courseâI havenât got a husband! Iâve failed there, havenât I, M. Poirot?â
Poirot said gallantly:
âMademoiselle, if you are not married, it is because none of my sex have been sufficiently eloquent. It is from choice, not necessity, that you remain single.â
Rosamund Darnley said:
âAnd yet, like all men, Iâm sure you believe in your heart that no woman is content unless she is married and has children.â
Poirot shrugged his shoulders.
âTo marry and have children, that is the common lot of women. Only one woman in a hundredâmore, in a thousand, can make for herself a name and a position as you have done.â
Rosamund grinned at him.
âAnd yet, all the same, Iâm nothing but a wretched old maid! Thatâs what I feel today, at any rate. Iâd be happier with twopence a year and a big silent brute of a husband and a brood of brats running after me. Thatâs true, isnât it?â
Poirot shrugged his shoulders.
âSince you say so, then, yes, Mademoiselle.â
Rosamund laughed, her equilibrium suddenly restored. She took out a cigarette and lit it.
She said:
âYou certainly know how to deal with women, M. Poirot. I now feel like taking the opposite point of view and arguing withyou in favour of careers for women. Of course Iâm damned well-off as I amâand I know it!â
âThen everything in the gardenâor shall we say at the seaside? is lovely, Mademoiselle.â
âQuite right.â
Poirot, in his turn, extracted his cigarette case