thing. Better believe someoneâs going to get fucked up.
This spirit thing appears, green and see-through, kind of a ghost, but the music lets you know it isnât. It circles around them like itâs interested. The two of them donât move; itâs like a
Star Trek
rule: Just stand there.
âRun!â Janelle French calls.
âWhere they gonna run?â Cardell says.
âI donât know,â Janelle says, âjust run!â
âIâm not picking up any readings,â BâElanna says, and thenâ
whoosh
âthe thing shoots into Tom Paris. His face changes like he ate something heâs not too sure of, like heâs going to throw up. The music gets loud, then goes soft, then ends. All of a sudden Tomâs better.
âTom!â BâElanna calls, and runs over to him. She goes to touch him but doesnât. Everyone knows theyâre gonna make it one of these shows, girl just doesnât know what she wants. Crest always thinks itâs like him and Vanessa, you know, just meant to be, no sense denying it. But V needs aman. She never says, but Crest understands. The doctor says it makes no sense, he should retain full feelingâthatâs the way he says it too, all official, like Crest canât do this. Fuck, he wanted to say, and make it plain: it doesnât fucking work.
He
doesnât fucking work. Vanessa tried twice. She cried the first time; the second time she just let go and looked at him all cold, like it was his fault.
âAre you okay?â BâElanna asks.
âI think so,â Tom Paris says, rubbing his head and looking googly as ever, like he doesnât even know the thingâs in him. BâElanna calls Captain Janeway to beam them up, and as theyâre being transported, you can see the green shape inside Tomâs body.
âAw,
man!
â Little Nene says. âCuz is in for some serious shit.â
âThing went right down his mouth,â Cardell says, and the two of them act it out, clowning, the girls laughing at them.
Crest has already seen this episode, itâs a repeat. The new season doesnât start till next week, but no one complains, itâs still fun. This might be the last nice night, and schoolâs kicking in, homework, part-time jobs. Pretty soon heâll be back in his room, just him and Brother Sony. But not yet, not yet.
The green thing is the last of its species and wonât leave Tom. The Prime Directive kicks in and The Doctor has to figure something out. Crest sits there watching, laughing when everyone else does, going quiet when The Doctor opens Tomâs lips wide with this steel thing and shines a light. And then, of course, a commercial.
All day heâs been waiting to be with someone, just lying in bed while the buses and rush hour went by, watching talk shows, then getting up and eating lunch with the noon news. Drive-by on The Hill, Pirates still three-and-a-half behind the Astros. All afternoon he let the set charge, listening as the school buses dropped the little kids off, and then the music of cartoons from the other apartments. Moms came home long enough to make supper, then left before Pops and U drove up, both of them too tired to give a shit. They ate at the table but it was just chowing down, pass this, pass that. No one asks, âWhat did you do today?â
I laid up in my crib and boomed the new Wu Tang, same jam over and over.
I drank all the red Kool-Aid and then emptied out my bag cause it was getting full.
I watched TV.
No one wants to hear that shit. Fuck, Crest thinks,
I
donât want to hear that shit.
âGoing to your meeting?â Pops asked like every night, and like every night, U said, âIf thatâs all right.â
âItâs fine with me.â
âMe too,â Crest said.
âYou oughta come. Youâd be surprised, some of the people you meet.â
âzâat right?â
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