disappearing. He set it on the floor, knelt above it, and petted it some more as it arched its back and purred. He whispered to it. When it tried to move, he held it fast.
âListen,â he said. âListen to the mice, cat.â The cat vaguely listened. âIts name,â Dave told us, âis Waterloo. Waterloo the cat is listening to mice.â
Soon enough, the cat grew still, focused on something. I saw its eyes widen, and I knew some mice who were in a lot of trouble.
âWhen you have something in mind for your little pal, you got to aim him at it, see?â
âDave,â said Jim admiringly, âyou are a gentleman and a fuckmaster.â
âYep. Look at Waterloo. Look at this swift mouse-killer. Waterloo the cat is going for it.â
Sitting on Jimâs couch at the nightly bull sessions, Johnny Boy would fall asleep in Daveâs arms and no one as much as glanced at them, except me. âHe ran all over the site today,â Dave would explain, hefting the boy into his lap, âand now heâs all tuckered out.â And when the party broke up, Dave would stroke Johnny Boyâs hair and say to him, âCome along, lad.â
They lived together.
Dave petted the cat, enjoying its concentration. He looked at Jim and Jim nodded.
âYou got to aim him, Jimbo.â
âI see that, my amazing Dave.â
Dave turned to me, smiling. âOr what?â
âYou aim him,â I replied, âbecause that is a righteous thing.â You had to talk wild to stay abreast of Jimâs buddies. They were wild men. I liked a few of them a very great deal.
âHey, Dave, guess what?â I said. âI just sold a book to the Viking Press.â
âDonât they got enough books of their own?â
âNo, to write one. I sold a deal. â
âOh, so that,â he said, coming over. âNow, thatâs a headline.â He shook my hand.
Dave and Johnny Boy had this game. Dave would break into popular song, using a familiar tune but making up silly words. Such as:
Iâll bake a tart
In Capistrano.
Heâd sing this sweetly right into Johnny Boyâs ear, and Johnny Boy would patiently say, âIt doesnât go like that, Dave.â
âHow does it rightly go, Johnny Boy?â
ââI left my heart, ââ Johnny Boy would tell him, ââin San Francisco.ââ
âNo kidding.â
âYeah.â
Or:
They tried to sell us
Egg Foo Yong.
Johnny Boy would say, ââThey tried to tell us weâre too young.ââ
Dave would reply, âYouâre too young, puppy. Iâm old enough.â
âOld enough for what?â
âOld enough to take you,â Dave would pensively drawl, and theyâd back off and pace around each other as if they were going to fight. Then Dave would feint and grab Johnny Boy by the waist and swing him around right there on the street, Johnny Boy yelling like a kid on a roller coaster.
I told Jim, âI think those two are lovers.â
âYou got to be wrong there, sport. Johnny Boyâs a cinch with the ladies. They line right up for Johnny Boy, you know.â
âWhat about Dave? Does he have a steady girl?â
Jim thought. âI expect heâs married somewhere down south if you got the right state. Probably more than once if I know Dave. So what, though? Dave is not a guy to lay out his credentials for you. Dave is not afraid of what someone knows about him.â
âDonât you think theyâre radically affectionate for ⦠forâ¦â
âTwo straight guys?â
â⦠right.â
I hadnât come out to Jim, so I wasnât sure what terminology we were to use in this context. But he was.
âThose two boys are very close, Iâll say that,â he said. âThey are very close. They love each other. But not fucking love. Friendship love. Iâve seen other guys like