up and resting it on my bare breast before planting a kiss on the back of my head.
“This is fucking perfect, baby,” he sighs after a moment. His silence would make most think he’d fallen asleep, but I know better. Confirming my thoughts, he speaks into my hair as the pad of his thumb begins stroking my nipple. “I wish we weren’t so fucked in the head, Cal. We’d be really great together.”
“We are great together, Tommy,” I yawn, releasing a soft moan as he continues to gently massage my breast.
“You know what I mean,” he whispers as he places light kisses over my neck. “If I didn’t have so much shit fucking with my head all the time, if I wasn’t so damaged, I could be the man you need me to be.”
“You are the man I need you to be, baby.”
“No, I’m not,” he sighs. “If I was the man you needed, you’d be my girl and you wouldn’t have to do this shit anymore.”
“I’m more your girl than anyone else’s,” I promise. “And I like doing this shit. Now stop trippin’ and go to sleep, Tommy.”
“Love you, Cal.”
“I love you, too, baby.”
Chapter Three
Kitten
“Score! They were having a sale on lube,” I tell Tommy as I climb back into the passenger seat of his Audi.
“Oh goody,” he responds drily. “Let me see your stomach again.”
“It’s fine!” I tell him, my tone softening when I see his troubled expression. I open my jacket to show him my bare stomach, nearly healed completely. “You fixed me up real good, baby.”
“Yeah,” he says shaking his head as he gently runs the pads of his fingers over the area. “I still think you need to wait a few days to go back to work.”
“You know I can’t do that. Besides, I’ ve got Johnny tonight and he won’t even notice. He’s all about the ass,” I say, holding the discreet black bag up in front of me. “Hence the need for lube.”
Laughing at the groan coming from across the seat at me, I pat his arm reassuringly and embrace the silence.
I lean over and kiss Tommy quickly on the mouth before climbing out of the car and heading up to my usual room. Since I’ll only be working for a couple hours, Tommy’s heading over to the bar next door to have drinks with a blonde named Amy he met at the gym the yesterday.
I hope things go well for them tonight. I love Tommy to death and he really needs to find a girl that can make him happy. I love our relationship, unique as it is, but I don’t know anyone who needs normalcy more than him.
As these thoughts are weaving through my mind, I hear a knock at the door and know it’s time to get to work.
Rising from the bed, I make my way to the door and swing it open to find my date for the evening.
“Johnny,” I smile coyly at him as he walks into the door, placing a kiss on my cheek as I shut it behind him.
“Kitten,” he smiles, pushing my long, blonde hair away from my shoulder before pinching my already exposed nipple and sliding his hand down into the front of my sheer, pink thong. “Are you ready for me?”
One thing I’ve always loved a bout Johnny, he never wastes my time.
“Always Sir,” I smile as I watch him slip his finger out of my pussy and into his mouth before turning me slightly to assure I’ve already got his favorite toy in place: the beads.
“Good kitty,” he hums around his hand once he’s happy and gestures for me to lead the way to the bed. I sit where I’m told, waiting for him to make his way over to me with a large but lightweight vibrator. Handing it to me, I slip it under my panties into my sex and sit back down onto the bed after switching it on. Purring at the gentle hum the way he likes, I watch his eyes glaze over. “Spread your legs for Johnny, kitten.”
Immediately, I do as he asks and watch him remove his coat slowly, throwing it over onto the chair. Plucking the clamps up from the dresser on his way back, he places them over my nipples before standing in front of me silently.
“Undress me,