face.
And then, a little while later: âPatience is what you need.â And: âToo bad Iâm gradually losing mine.â He turned toward the clothes hook, dug the bus timetable out of the inside pocket of his new jacket. âHere, find out the times of the bus to Breitmoos. There wonât be much choice.â
He nodded as I read out the departure times.
âIt still itches,â he said. âBut they say itchingâs a sign itâs getting better, donât they?â
And after a pause:
âIâve always had healthy blood. Still, itâs been a real mess.â
He raised his left elbow and using his right hand scratched himself under the arm, then he scratched the hair on his chest.
A door on either side, the ceiling low, neon light. Sounds from the corridor; now sounds coming from the consultation room.
âCome on, get a move on!â Irritably he glanced at the door handle next to his head. âHurry up, I donât want to be stuck in here for ever.â
*
Dr Boren took the letter out of the envelope and glanced through it.
âWell, letâs take a look at it then,â he said with hello-old-man joviality. âYouâd best remain standing here, yes, like that, with your back to the window, so that we get enough light.â
Father leaned over slightly, holding on to the back of the chair. The doctor, a tall gaunt man, bent down over Fatherâs back. His hand moved across the skin, palpating the flesh. âYes, good, hmm, turn round a bit, yes, fine, hmm.â
He showed me what he saw. Small, pale red bumps scattered around the wine-coloured scar. And a broad line, three fingers wide, going down diagonally from Fatherâs side to his hip.
âSo they didnât send anything in?â he asked. He picked up the letter again and scanned it.
âWhat did it look like? I mean, before the operation?â I described the tumour. He wanted to know what colour it was. I still remembered.
âWeâll definitely have to give him radiotherapy,â he said. He dictated some Latin words and some numbers to the male nurse.
âWeâd better start today. Youâll have to reckon on ten to fifteen sessions altogether. To start with, three times a week. Come and see me again next Wednesday. Then weâll take a tissue sample. It wonât hurt. Just a prick. To find out exactly what it was. If necessary weâll adjust the treatment accordingly.â
He held various plywood shapes to my fatherâs back, experimenting with different combinations. He drew a black line around the shapes, marking corner points. âFirst here, then here.â Again he dictated numbers and Latin words to the male nurse.
âRight, see you again next Wednesday. At three. You can arrange the appointments for the therapy with the nurse at the desk.â
During the whole of the consultation heâd only spoken to me.
Now we were dismissed.
He put out his hand to Father.
âGoodbye,â said Father. âAnd thanks!â
âDonât mention it.â
The male nurse showed us back to the cubicle. Iâd hardly closed the door when Father said, âHe must be crazy to think Iâm coming here three times a week!â
He had trouble getting his arms into his shirt sleeves. Anger made him fumble.
Now the cubicle seemed more cramped than ever. âItâll make me lose at least half a day each time. What on earth is that man thinking of?â
He grumbled on.
The radiotherapy â over on the other side of the X-ray department â was soon over. We arranged with the nurse for him to come at eight oâclock each time for the following sessions.
âIt really is a nuisance,â he said as we slowly climbed the stairs to the entrance hall. âIâve got more sensible things to do than waste whole mornings coming here. Okay, Iâll come again on Friday. As for next week, Iâm not promising