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lampshade?’
    ‘Ah, yes …’ I confirm, ‘but I couldn’t find anything better, so they gave me a credit note.’
    He sighs, and we both look mournfully at the pale marble lamp Mona gave us a month ago.
    In every marriage there are certain ties that bind. Much more substantial than the actual marriage vows, these are the real-life, unspoken forces that keep it glued together, day in and day out, year after year, through endless trial and adversity. For some people it’s their social ambitions, for others their children. But in our case, the pursuit of the perfect lampshade will do.
    We are bound, my husband and I, by a complete, relentless commitment to the interior decoration of our home. And this lamp is the delinquent, drug-addicted teenager that threatens to destroy our domestic bliss by refusing to coordinate with any ready-made lampshade from a reasonably priced store. It’s incredibly heavy and almost impossible to lift. We are doomed to a Sisyphean fate: forever purchasing lampshades we will only return the next day.
    My husband shakes his head. ‘We’re going to have to go to Harrods,’ he says gravely.
    Harrods is always a last resort. There will be no ‘reasonable’ lampshades at Harrods.
    ‘But you know what?’ he adds, his face brightening. ‘You can come with me and we’ll make a day of it if you like.’
    ‘Sure,’ I smile.
    Lampshade Day – certain to be right up there with the Great Garden Trellis Outing and the Afternoon of a Dozen Shower Hoses. ‘Wouldn’t miss it for the world.’
    ‘Great.’ He forces one of the windows open, relishingthe gust of cool air. ‘Of course, you’ll be glad to know I’ve had considerably more success here while you were away.’
    ‘Really?’
    ‘You know those pigeons that roost on the drainpipe just above the bedroom window?’
    ‘Yeah …’ I lie.
    ‘Well, I’ve attached some barbed wire around the pipe. That’s the last we’ll see of them!’
    I’m still trying to place these pigeons. ‘Well done you!’
    ‘And that’s not all. I’ve got some fantastic ideas for draining the garden path which I’m going to draw up during the interval tonight. Maybe I can show them to you later?’
    ‘Sounds brilliant. Listen, I’m just going to do some reading in the other room. Maybe you’ll look in on me before you go?’
    He nods, surveying the living room contentedly. ‘It’s all coming together, Louie. I mean, the place is really starting to shape up. All we need is that lampshade.’
    I watch as he switches the Hoover back on.
    There is always one more lampshade, one more set of authentic looking faux-Georgian fire utensils, one more non-slip natural hessian runner carpet. Like Daisy’s green light in the Great Gatsby , these things call to us with the promise of a final, lasting happiness, yet somehow remain forever out of reach.
    Retreating into the bedroom, I close the door, kick off my shoes and curl up on the bed.
    The bed is enormous. It’s actually two single beds that are joined in the centre. ‘Zipped and Linked’ is what the man at John Lewis called it. We needed a bed that was big enough so that we wouldn’t disturb each other in the night: my husband twitches like a dog and I can’t bear noise or any sort of movement.
    ‘You are sure you want to sleep together?’ the salesman had asked when we briefed him of our requirements. But my husband was adamant. ‘We’ve only just been married,’ he informed the offending fellow haughtily, implying a kind of rampant, newlywed sex life that could only just be contained within the confines of a solidly made double bed. So now he twitches away somewhere west of me and I slumber, comatose, half a mile to the east.
    Climbing underneath the duvet, I remove the delicate volume from its brown paper bag. I’m on the verge of something very big, very real.
    This is it.
    I open to Chapter One.
    And the next thing I know, I’m asleep.
    When I wake up, he’s already gone to the theatre.