man I loved several months ago, just weeks before we wereâsupposed to be married. Since then, Iâve taken time off to regroup and reevaluate my life so to speak.â
âIâm sorry.â
Eden heard compassion in his voice; he seemed to sense her pain. A muscle in his jaw worked overtime, and his green eyes were hooded.
Noelâs voice invaded her thoughts. âHow did you lose him? Something tells me he didnât just walk out on a beautiful woman like you. Heâd have to be crazy.â
Eden attempted to ignore the compliment. Noel Robinson had a silver tongue. Sheâd have to remember that. âHe didnât walk away.â But in a sense he had. âHe was killed.â There, sheâd said it.
Something in Noelâs eyes sparked. He covered the space between them. âKilled?â He repeated, taking her hand. âKilled, as in intentionally done away with? Iâm so sorry, Eden.â
âI think he was murdered,â Eden said quietly.
âCome.â Noel had tucked her hand in his. He tugged her along. âLetâs go sit on the sun porch where itâs more comfortable.â
The room ran the length of the house and was aptly named. Floor-to-ceiling glass walls permitted the morning sun to shine in, and at the same time gave an unobstructed view of Lake Washington. Eden sat on an elaborately carved wooden bench next to Noel. Heâd replenished their coffee, and both held mugs. âSo tell me,â he began, âhow was your fiancé murdered?â
Eden mumbled her words, refusing to look at him. âRod was killed in a plane crash.â
âIâd hardly call that murder.â
âI do.â The words rushed out, toppling over each other. âWhat if that plane wasnât serviced properly? What if it had a history of mechanical problems that never quite got fixed? What if senior management knew it should be sitting in a hangar somewhere being repaired, yet they made him take that plane out with eighty innocent people on it?â She began to cry.
âThatâs a pretty serious accusation,â Noel said softly. One hand began a slow massage of her back and neck. His other hand tucked wisps of hair from her face. She sobbed uncontrollably now, and Noel pulled her into his arms, offering his wide chest for comfort.
Eden found a haven in his strong arms. Her face pressed against a T-shirt smelling like Tide. Underneath her cheek was pure, sinewy muscle, and with every heave, she felt those muscles ripple. âYou have no idea how I hate to cry,â she murmured. âWhat you must think of me.â
Noel tilted her chin up till she looked at him. His eyes were equally misty, though no tears fell. âKnow what I think?â he paused, waiting for Eden to ask, then continued. âYouâre a beautiful woman who just happens to be vulnerable right now. Thatâs what I think.â Impulsively he brushed her lips with his.
Oh God, she wasnât ready for this. She had to get her composure back. She hardly knew the man. Even worse, she didnât trust him. She inhaled a mouthful of air and rested her head against his chest. âSorry. Now Iâve ruined your shirt.â
âNo, Iâm the one whoâs sorry. I shouldnât have done that.â
His apology surprised her. Drug dealer or not, he was Mr. Gallant.
Eden shifted safely away from Noel. âThanks for the coffee and comfort, but Iâve got to get going. Iâve taken too much of your time already.â
Noel just nodded. âIâll see you home,â he offered.
Panic built in Eden. The tightening in her chest heralded the arrival of another attack. She couldnât let him see her in that state. Not again. âOh thatâs not necessary,â she jabbered, racing from the room before Noel could protest. She almost tripped over her feet getting away from him.
âYou forgot something,â Noel called from