one of the sort that didnât glideâ¦â
Yes, I know. We all heard it.
âIs Martinââ I canât ask.
âHeâs all right,â Mum says. âHe was injured, but the hospital says heâll be OK.â
âWhat about their mum?â
âSheâd gone to see her sister.â
âThatâs good, isnât it. At least the boys have got their mother.â
Itâs the sort of thing you have to say, but it doesnât help a lot. Last time Mr Freeman was here, he drew a picture of a battleship on a spare bit of wood and gave it to Ian. He used to whistle through his teeth while he worked. The tip of his little finger was missing because of an accident with a circular saw, and he said he never even felt it when it happened.
Iâm going to think about him sawing wood and whistling, Iâm not going to think about their garden after the doodlebug fell, thereâs no point, it wonât make anything better.
âHis poor wife,â says Mrs Potter.
Why doesnât she shut up?
I break away from Mum and pull the back door open. Out in the garden I rage at the sun in the blue sky, furious with God, orfate or whatever it is. Why should a nice man like Mr Freeman be killed when horrible people like Hedge are walking around, perfectly OK? Itâs not fair. If I could choose, Hedge would have died instead. I run all the way to the back fence where the poplar trees used to grow, and thump my clenched fists against its splintery wood because I am so angry.
4
What Now?
I love the swing in our garden, especially on a warm, sunny day like this. Dad got Hedge to rig it up as a present for Ianâs birthday, but Ian doesnât like it much, he says it makes him feel wobbly. Iâm too big for it really, I have to hold my feet out in front so they donât catch on the grass, but I donât mind. The ropes are good and long, and when I get it swinging really high, I lean back with my arms and legs straight, and the plum tree leaves and bright bits of sky zoom one way and the other until Iâm almost dizzy. Then the rocking slows down until I work it up again. This summer, with nothing much else to do except watch out for the flying bombs, Iâve spent ages justswinging. Todayâs a Saturday and Iâm home from school, so thatâs what Iâm doing right now, gently rocking to and fro.
Itâs September now, but the autumn days are still lovely. For some weeks, the skyâs been strangely quiet and empty except for birds flying and twittering. The doodlebugs have stopped coming. When Hedge was here on Saturday he said the workers who have to build them in Holland are mucking them up so they donât work any more.
I was going to ask how he knew that, but Mum nodded and said, âSabotage. Itâs very brave of them, isnât it. If they were caught doing it, theyâd be shot.â
Iâm glad I donât live in Holland. The warâs no fun here, but at least the Germans havenât marched into our country and occupied it. It would be awful to have them walking around in those uniforms with swastikas on the sleeves, shooting people who donât do as theyâre told.
Mumâs not sure the doodlebugs really have stopped. She still wonât let me go out of the house alone, and itâs no use hoping I can go and meet Pauline. I can see how she feels,I suppose. Thereâs nowhere to shelter on the common. Weâd be out in the open if anything happened.
I wonder if our treeâs all right. Hedge says thereâs a big, new crater on the common where a doodlebug blew up three weeks ago, and heâll know because he lives near there. Iâm not going to ask him about the tree, though. Heâd never understand, even if I could explain which one I meant. Trees to him are all the same, just things to prune or chop down.
It was awful when he cut down the poplar trees. Dad asked him to because the