out by the dispute. She fell asleep in my arms without making love and presently I slept too.
Next morning I sent my formal reply to the invitation: âMr A. Jones has pleasure in accepting Dr Fischerâs kind invitation . . .â I couldnât help saying to myself: What a fuss about nothing, but I was wrong, quite wrong.
6
The quarrel was not revived. That was one of the great qualities of Anna-Luise: she never went back to a quarrel or back on an agreed decision. I knew, when she decided to marry me, she meant it to be for life. She never once mentioned the party again and the next ten days were among the happiest Iâve ever spent. It was an extraordinary change for me to come home at night from the office to a flat which wasnât empty and to the sound of a voice which I loved.
On one occasion only the happiness seemed a little threatened when I had to go into Geneva to see an important Spanish confectioner from Madrid on some business for the firm. He gave me an excellent lunch at the Beau Rivage, but I couldnât take full advantage of the meal because he talked about nothing but chocolate from our apéritifs on â I remember he chose an Alexander cocktail sprinkled with grains of chocolate. You might think the subject of chocolate a rather limited one, but it certainly wasnât, not to an important confectioner with revolutionary ideas. He finished the meal with a chocolate mousse, which he criticized severely because it didnât contain some scraps of orange skin. When I left I felt a bit liverish as though I had sampled every kind of chocolate my firm had ever manufactured.
It was a heavy humid autumn day and I walked away towards the place where I had left my car, trying to escape the wetness of the air and the wetness of the lake and the taste of chocolate which clotted my tongue, when a womanâs voice said, âWhy, Mr Smith, you are exactly the man I want.â I turned and there was Mrs Montgomery in the doorway of an expensive shop â a kind of Swiss Aspreyâs.
I said, âJones,â automatically.
âIâm so sorry. Oh, what a memory I have. I donât know why I thought you were Mr Smith. But it doesnât make any difference because itâs a man I want. Just a man. Thatâs all.â
âIs this a proposition?â I asked, but she didnât see the joke.
She said, âI want you to come in here and point out four objects which you would like to possess â if you were extravagant enough to buy them.â
She pulled me into the shop by the arm and the sight of all those luxury goods sickened me rather as the chocolate at lunch had done â everything seemed to be in gold (eighteen carat) or platinum, although for the poorer customers there were objects in silver and pigskin. I remembered the rumours which I had heard about Doctor Fischerâs parties, and I thought I knew what Mrs Montgomery was after. She picked up a red morocco case containing a gold cigar-cutter. âWouldnât you like to have this?â she asked. It would have cost me nearly a monthâs salary.
âI donât smoke cigars,â I said. I added, âYou shouldnât choose that. Didnât he give those away at his wedding party? I donât suppose Doctor Fischer likes repeating himself.â
âAre you sure?â
âNo. I think after all they were swizzle sticks.â
âBut you arenât sure ?â she asked in a tone of disappointment and put the cigar-cutter down. âYou donât know how difficult it is to find something which will please everybody â especially the men.â
âWhy not just give them cheques?â I asked.
âYou canât give cheques to people. It would be insulting.â
âPerhaps none of you would be insulted if the cheques were large enough.â
I could see she was reflecting on what I said, and I have reason to believe from what happened