writ.
âMadame Jones, he has sent his best wishes for your happiness.â
âYou are a tax adviser, arenât you?â she said. âWhat are his best wishes worth? Do I have to declare them to the fisc ?â
I had opened the envelope. There was only a printed card inside. âDoctor Fischer requests the pleasure of the company of . . .â (he had filled in the name Jones without so much as a Mister) âat a reunion of his friends and an informal dinner on . . .â (he had written in â10 Novemberâ) âat 8.30 p.m. RSVP.â
âItâs an invitation?â Anna-Luise asked.
âYes.â
âYou mustnât go.â
âHe will be very disappointed,â Monsieur Belmont said. âHe particularly hopes that Monsieur Jones will come and join us all. Madame Montgomery will be there and of course Monsieur Kips and we hope that the Divisionnaire . . .â
âA gathering of the Toads,â Anna-Luise said.
âToads? Toads? I do not know the word. Please, he wishes very much to introduce your husband to all his friends.â
âBut I see from the card that my wife is not invited.â
âNone of our wives are invited. No ladies. It has become a rule for our little gatherings. I do not know why. There was once . . . but Madame Montgomery is the only exception now. You might say that in herself she is the representative of her sex.â He added a piece of unfortunate slang, âSheâs a good sort.â
âI will send a reply this evening,â I said.
âYou will miss a great deal, I assure you, if you do not come. Doctor Fischerâs parties are always very entertaining. He has a great sense of humour, and he is so generous. We have much fun.â
We drank our bottle of champagne with Monsieur Excoffier at the Trois Couronnes and then we went home. The champagne was excellent, but the sparkle had gone out of the day. Doctor Fischer had introduced a conflict between us, for I began to argue that after all I had nothing really against Doctor Fischer. He could easily have opposed our marriage or at least expressed disapproval. By sending me an invitation to one of his parties he had in a sense given me a wedding present which it would be churlish to refuse.
âHe wants you to join the Toads.â
âBut Iâve got nothing against the Toads. Are they really as bad as you say? Iâve seen three of them. I admit I didnât much care for Mrs Montgomery.â
âThey werenât always Toads, I suppose. Heâs corrupted all of them.â
âA man can only be corrupted if heâs corruptible.â
âAnd how do you know you arenât?â
âI donât. Perhaps itâs a good thing to find out.â
âSo youâll let him take you into a high place and show you all the kingdoms of the world.â
âIâm not Christ, and heâs not Satan, and I thought weâd agreed he was God Almighty, although I suppose to the damned God Almighty looks very like Satan.â
âOh, all right,â she said, âgo and be damned.â
The quarrel was like a dying wood fire: sometimes it seemed to dwindle out, but then a gathering of sparks would light a splinter of charred wood and flare for a moment into a flame. The dispute only ended when she wept against the pillow and I surrendered. âYouâre right,â I said, âI donât owe him anything. A piece of pasteboard. I wonât go. I promise I wonât go.â
âNo,â she said, âyou are right. Iâm wrong. I know you arenât a Toad, but you wonât know you arenât unless you go to that damned party. Please go, Iâm not angry any more, I promise. I want you to go.â She added, âAfter all, he is my father. Perhaps heâs not all that bad. Perhaps heâll spare you. He didnât spare my mother.â
We were tired