handed it to Amanda. âThis always freaks me out. Saying goodbye to my identity in some random airport or café. I always wonder, will I get my real self back?â
âI think youâll be fine. Weâre not going deep into Communist Russia. Do you know how to snowboard?â
âNo.â Clare slid her new wallet into her knapsack. It was about as ratty as her old one â maybe there was hope for her new wardrobe.
âThatâs fine. Iâve arranged a lesson for tomorrow. You donât have to be a pro on the slopes when you get there. The snowboard is a hand-me-down from Lucyâs older brother. The hockey bag is from her younger brother.â
âI get to ride a guyâs snowboard?â
âThought youâd like that. Youâll want to get up to speed as fast as you can. Sacha loved snowboarding and her peer group spends most of their downtime on the mountain.â
âIâve been studying snowboarder lingo,â Clare said. âOn UrbanDictionary.com, and from movies and stuff. So Iâll have a clue what theyâre talking about.â
âGood work,â Amanda said.
âThanks,
boss.
â Clare sounded sharper than sheâd meant to. But whatever; it was true that Amanda wasnât in charge. âSorry. I mean, I know Iâm on your turf, and Iâll cooperate. But I work for the FBI now.â
âAc-tu-al-ly . . .â
Amanda let the word trail so it sounded like it had about six syllables. She tapped a slender finger against her lips, as if she was trying to break some terrible news and was secretly gleeful about it.
âActually what?â Clare glared.
âWe agreed that the FBI could send an operative, but the RCMP insists on running you jointly.â
âRunning me.â As if Clare were a dog, or a car.
âIâm not a handler anymore, but because you and I have worked together, we all agreed that I could step into the role again. Iâll report to both organizations. Your team leader in New York will have your contact info and he can call you for an update anytime. And you can contact him.â
âGee, thanks. I can talk to my boss while Iâm working.â Clare had to rein this in. She felt like she was visiting her parents â riled to act like a teenager all over again despite everything sheâd learned in the world since leaving home.
âCome on, Clare. Iâm looking forward to working together.â
Clare stared into her coffee. Tim Hortons wasnât as good as she remembered it. âIâve learned a lot in the past year.â
âIâm sure thatâs true,â Amanda said. âBut Iâm not your obstacle, despite what you seem to believe.â
Clare looked out the window at the runway, wet with Toronto winter slush. In the distance, a plane took off. Half of her wished she was on it, heading back to Noah and her life in New York instead of about to jump on another plane that would take her even farther away. She was glad Amanda was traveling on a different plane so they wouldnât be seen arriving together. âSo what
is
my obstacle?â
Amanda pursed her lips, as if trying to decide how much to share. Finally, she said, âYou know that Inspector Norris with the Whistler RCMP wants to close the Westlake case as a suicide.â
âUh, yeah. This has all been in the news.â
Amanda sighed. âIf you prove Norris wrong, his credibility comes into question.â
âIf
I
prove him wrong? Is he going to blame me if it turns out Sacha was murdered?â
Amanda tilted her head to one side, which Clare took as a yes.
âCan I meet with him? Maybe in person I can let Norris know Iâm not hostile.â
âI donât think that will help.â
âWhy? I can be diplomatic if I have to. I told you Iâve learned a lot.â
âI donât think heâll appreciate a twenty-four-year-old trying to placate