without me. I feel like a lazy morning.â
Richie frowned. Since Sachaâs death, he didnât like to leave Jana alone. âKeep the door locked.â
âAw. Are you my big black bodyguard?â
Richie flinched. He knew she wasnât racist, but sometimes it kind of felt like Jana was dating him to piss off her parents, some kind of extended teenage rebellion. Maybe he was being oversensitive. âIs your new roommate coming today?â
âTonight,â Jana said.
âBe careful with her. Donât let this get out, but thereâs an undercover coming to town. Maybe already here.â
âAnd you think it might be my new roommate?â
âProbably not. They say itâs a guy. Still . . .â
Jana glanced at him. âHow do you know?â
âNorris told me. But hush. Itâs not for everyoneâs ears.â
âSo I canât smoke drugs with my new roommate? Man, this is going to be fun.â
âYou can smoke pot. But play it safe with the shit you say. No mentioning Sachaâs extracurricular activities, for example.â
âYou mean her trips to the States with a knapsack full of acid?â
âYeah.â Richie grinned. âThings like that.â
A chunk of banana splashed into Janaâs bowl, sending drops of milk flying. It grossed Richie out that she didnât grab a cloth, just let the droplets land wherever.
âI should never have put that ad for a new roommate up so soon,â Jana said. âSachaâs mom is paying her rent until the end of March, so itâs not like I need the new girlâs money.â
âYou should tell Sachaâs mom to stop paying.â
âI should, right? But sheâs rich. I kind of figured it didnât matter.â
Richie normally found Janaâs full figure attractive. He liked that she had meat he could grab and an ass that wasnât bony when he squeezed it. But this morning, she looked fat and selfish, like a cat who thought all the cream should be hers.
Jana toyed with the tiny braid in her otherwise loose long hair. âWhatâs the undercover here for? Drugs?â
âNo. Heâs here for Sacha.â
âWhat? Why?â
âHer mom donât think ââ Richie cringed from his own grammar. â
Doesnât
think itâs suicide
.
â
âHer mom should get a grip.â
âYou think Sacha killed herself?â Richie picked up his ski pants, which heâd slung over the back of a chair the night before.
âI know she killed herself â thatâs why Iâm so mad at her. She wrote me a letter before she went up Blackcomb.â
âShe left a note?â Richie wondered why he didnât know this already. Norris should have told him; things were supposed to be transparent between them. Unless Jana was making shit up again.
Jana was tearing up, which Richie wished he had more patience for. If theyâd actually been best friends, it would be one thing. But that was all in Janaâs fucked-up head â to Sacha, Jana had just been someone fun to party with.
âHave you shown the note to the cops?â Richie asked.
Jana shook her head. âI miss her too much to give up the last thing Sacha gave me.â
Richie dropped his ski pants back over the sofa. He was starting to think there really was a note. âYou have to show me.â
âNo. Itâs private.â
âJana.â
Jana wrinkled her mouth. âThis is about your business, isnât it? You think if you show the cops the note, the undercover will go home and youâll be able to keep selling drugs.â
Richie lifted his eyebrows, meaning
Duh.
âSo this note is worth a lot of money.â
âYou want me to pay you for it?â Richie wanted to slug her, but kept calm. Hitting women was not in his repertoire â heâd left Scarborough behind, and all his fatherâs ways with it. âHow