for five years. He was used to getting it regularly. These past three weeks had been a hard time in more ways than one. He sipped at the drink. âLifeâs a bastard sometimes, you know?â
âPlenty of people in it are bastards, thatâs for goddamn sure,â Gordon Douglas agreed. âYou keep the hell away from âem if you can, you salute âem and go, âYes, sir,â if you canât. Thatâs the way things work, buddy.â He spoke with great earnestness.
âYeah. I guess.â Fletchâs head bobbed up and down. He didnât feel like nodding. He felt like crying. Heâd done that only once, the night he moved out of the apartment and into BOQ. Heâd been a lot drunker then than he was now. Of course, he could still take care of that. The whiskey sour vanished. He signaled for a refill.
âYouâre gonna feel like hell tomorrow morning,â Douglas said, also puttinghis drink out of its misery. âIf they have live-fire practice, youâll wish your head would fall off.â That bit of good advice didnât keep him from reloading, too.
Armitage shrugged. âThatâs tomorrow morning. This is now. If Iâm drunk, I donât have to worry about . . . anything.â
âLook on the bright side,â his friend suggested. âIf we were back home, there might be snow on the ground already.â
âIf you were back home, there might be snow on the ground,â Fletch said. âThatâs your worry. Iâm from San Diego. I donât know any more about it than the Hawaiians do.â
âYou grew up in a Navy town,â Douglas said. âYouâre here where theyâve got more goddamn sailors than anywhere else in the world. So what the hell are you doing in the Army?â
âSometimes I wonder,â Armitage said. If he had one more whiskey sour, he was going to start wondering about his own name, too. The only thing getting drunk didnât make him wonder about was Jane. She was gone, and he wouldnât get her back. That was why he was drinking in the first place. It didnât seem fair. He turned his blurry focus back to the question. âWhat the hell am I doing in the Army? Best I can right now. How about you?â
Gordon Douglas didnât answer. Heâd put his head down on the bar and started to snore. Fletch shook him awake, which wasnât easy because he kept wanting to yawn, too. They lurched back to BOQ together. Patrolling sentries just kept patrolling; it wasnât as if theyâd never seen a drunken officer before, or even two.
The next morning, aspirins and most of a gallon of black coffee put only the faintest of dents in Fletchâs hangover. He managed to choke down some dry toast with the coffee. In his stomach, it felt as if it were all corners. Douglas looked as decrepit as he felt, a very faint consolation indeed.
And they did go through live-fire exercises. Having a 105mm gun go off by his head did nothing to speed Fletchâs recovery. He gulped more aspirins and wished he were dead.
J IRO T AKAHASHI AND his two sons carried tubs full of nehus onto the Oshima Maru as the sampan lay tied up in Kewalo Basin, a little west of Honolulu. Takahashi, a short, muscular, sun-browned man of fifty-five, had named thefishing boat for the Japanese county heâd left around the turn of the century. He watched the minnows dash back and forth in the galvanized iron tubs. They knew they werenât coming along for a holiday cruise.
He wondered if his sons knew the same. âPick up your feet! Get moving!â he called to them in Japanese, the only language he spoke.
Hiroshi and Kenzo both smiled at him. He didnât see that they moved any faster. They should have. They were less than half his age, and both of them were three or four inches taller than he was. They should have been stronger than he was, too. If they were, he hadnât seen