just had you fooled.â Detective Ken again. His arrogance was now enhanced by a patronizing sneer. Randa abandoned all efforts to hide her contempt.
âI donât fool that easily.â
They locked eyes, and Randa did not look away as another man approached the desk. She could hear him talking to the older detective as he rustled something out of a brown paper bag.
âBack closet . . . under a pile of clothes . . .â She looked up. The older detective was holding a plastic bag. Inside, marked with a small cream-colored tag, she saw the gun. Her entire body locked with disbelief. The man was still talking.
â . . . Forensics dusted it, weâre waiting . . . Ballistics said send it over, theyâre not busy. I said thereâs no rush, the guyâs dead . . .â
âRush anyway.â
Randa stared at the gun. Were they saying it came from Camâs apartment? Captain Arrogance could barely contain his glee.
âWell, what do you know? Looks like you fool easier than you think.â
I t was nearly dawn by the time Randa got home. She sat on her sofa in a stupor as the sun rose and the room lit up around her. She could only think; she couldnât feel. Her emotions were locked in the bottleneck of informationâCamâs death, the police, the guy at the morgue, the gunâit was too much. It numbed her.
She had finished filing her column by six oâclock and had settled back to zone out in front of a true-crime miniseries that had sounded promising in its reviews. Sheâd given it fifteen minutes before deciding that the critics were all imbecilic and turning it off. Sheâd flipped through the latest Rolling Stone , but couldnât bring herself to care about Bruce Springsteenâs horse farm. All she could do was replay this strange night in her head over and over, searching for any part of an answer.
It had been one of those nights that reminded Randa that sheâd inherited her motherâs nerves. She had been consumed by a feeling of lurking doom. It had made no sense. Looking back on it now, it was as if sheâd spent the night waiting for the phone call, as if some deep, hidden part of her had known it was coming.
S he had been sleeping on the edge of the bed with her head near the nightstand, and the phone had scared the hell out of her. She hated middle-of-the-night phone calls. A wrong number or someone was deadâtoo wide a spectrum to prepare for on a momentâs notice with a pounding heart.
âHello!â Sheâd answered in a tone that demanded a quick explanation.
âRanda?â
Sheâd recognized the voice immediately. For a millisecond she had considered hanging up on him, but then sheâd asked herself who she thought she was kidding.
âCam?â
âI have to talk to you. Itâs really important. I know itâs late, but I have to talk to someone and youâre the only person I know who might believe this.â
âBelieve what?â
âI canât do it on the phone. Randa, itâs crazy, itâs . . . Look, you always said youâd do anything for me.â
âThat was a long time and many erroneous perceptions ago.â
âI know. We can talk about that, too. You donât know . . . you canât believe the things you donât know.â
âHell, I canât believe the things I do know.â
âDammit, Randa!ââ It was so loud and so out of character, sheâd almost dropped the receiver. âIâm in trouble! Iâm in trouble that I didnât even know existed! Now are you going to come help me, or are you just going to send a nice wreath to the funeral?â
âOkay, calm down. Iâll be over as soon as I can.â
âNo! Not here!â
âAll right. Iâll meet you at Rayâs?â
âThat works. But hurry.â
âOkay.