offer of assistance.
Tessâs throat tightened and her eyes filmed over with moisture at this strangerâs unexpected compassion. She glanced away on the pretense of adjusting the shoulder strap on her purse, willing herself not to cry. She blinked several times, fighting for control, and when she at last looked up, her voice was steady, her gaze direct.
âI agree that sooner is better. I just hope weâre soon enough. Bruce is a good boy at heart, Mr. Jackson. And Iâve tried to be a good parent. But I can see now that I need help. Obviously, parenting isnât one of my talents, and Iâd appreciate any advice you can offer.â
Mitch caught the glimmer of unshed tears, clearly held in check by the slimmest of control, and frowned. His gut told him that she really was trying her best. But she was clearly stressed to the limit. âI didnât mean to imply that you arenât a good parent, Ms. Lockwood. On the contrary. I can see you care deeply about your sonâs welfare.â
âBut thatâs not enough.â
The despair in her voice went straight to his heart, and he had a sudden, unexpected impulse to reach outand take her hand, to reassure her that she wasnât quite as alone as she seemed to feel. But that kind of gesture would be completely inappropriate, he reminded himself sharply. So before he could act on it and embarrass them both, he rose abruptly and walked over to his desk.
The flyer he wanted was right on top, but he made a pretense of shuffling through some papers, buying a moment to compose himself. For some reason, this woman had touched a place deep in his core, nudged feelings that had long lain dormant. He wanted to help her, and not just because it was his job. Which was crazy. After all, heâd just met her. Besides, he wasnât in the market for personal involvements of any kindâespecially with mothers of troubled students. And heâd better remember that.
The expression on her face when he turned back almost did him in. Clearly, his abrupt movement had disconcerted her. She looked vulnerable and uncertain and in desperate need of comforting. It took every ounce of his willpower to calmly walk back to his chair and simply hand her the flyer heâd retrieved.
âCaring is the most important thing, Ms. Lockwood,â he said, his voice a shade deeper than usual. âBut sometimes it does take even more. You might want to attend this meeting next week. Chris Stevens, one of our counselors, is going to talk about the pressures teens face and how parents can help. Thereâll also be an opportunity for discussion and questions. I think youâll find it worthwhile.â
Tess glanced down at the sheet of paper. It had been a long time since anyone had offered a helping hand, and once more her throat constricted with emotion.
âThank you. Iâll do my best to make it.â She folded the paper and put it in her purse, then rose. Mitch was instantly on his feet, and when he extended his hand, she once more found her fingers enveloped in his warm grasp.
âIn the meantime, Iâll keep my eye on Bruce. And donât hesitate to call if you have any other concerns.â
Tess gazed up into his kind eyes, and for the briefest moment allowed herself to wonder what life would have been like if Bruce had had a father figure like Mitch Jackson in his life these past few years. Somehow, in her heart, she knew that things would have been a lot different. For himâand for her.
Suddenly afraid that he would read her thoughts, she withdrew her hand and lowered her gaze. âI appreciate your interest,â she said, her voice quavering slightly as he walked her to the door.
âIt goes with the territory. Goodbye, Ms. Lockwood. And try not to worry. I have a feeling that things are going to improve.â
She gazed at him directly then, and once more something in her eyes reached to his very soul. âI hope