principals. When I first started, I never intended to go any further. But Step Three rarely changes anything. Depending on which part of the city they hail from, the parents either threaten to beat me or sue my pretty little pants off. The principals never respond. They probably think that what happens off school grounds is none of their business. Iâve heard that the bullies like to share the footage with their friends.
I upload my new video and send out my e-mails. I make it clear that should anything happen to Clea, weâll go straight to Step Four.
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STEP FOUR is payback. Thatâs when I move the footage to the public part of my website. I make sure to provide the bulliesâ full names, schools, and addresses. NEMESIS gets more traffic than the New York Post . And my videos almost always go viral. Sometimes it takes a while for the full impact to be felt. Eventually my dimmest âstarsâ realize whatâs happened. My video will follow them for the rest of their lives. Their families, their friendsâ families, their teachersâeven their priests, pastors, and rabbis will see it. Every potential employer, boyfriend, and in-law will watch it. It will be discovered by admission committees when they apply to colleges. It will still be around when their own children are born.
It wonât be long before they find out just how many of us have suffered at a bullyâs hands.
Weâll ruin their careers, friendships, and love lives. Weâll have our revenge. And weâll teach them all that payback is hell.
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Iâm waiting across the street from Cleaâs school. My phone keeps vibrating in my pocket. New cases never stop coming in. But I wonât accept a new one while an old one is still pending. I need to be sure that Clea is safe. I hear bells ring, then justlike yesterday, sheâs the first one out of the building. Nothing appears to have changed. She still seems harried and miserable. That doesnât mean much. Sheâll wear that look for a while. But this time she makes it to the bus. It pulls away just as the schoolâs doors are thrown open again.
I spot Cleaâs tormentors among the crowd that spills out. Theyâre looking around, only this time theyâre searching for someone holding a camera. Their eyes pass right over me. If Clea says the day went well, tonight Kayla and her cronies will all get an e-mail. Iâll commend them on the wise decision theyâve made, and warn them that Iâll always be watching. The threat is essential. These girls arenât going to change. Theyâll never see the error of their ways. But theyâll realize that their actions have consequences. And Iâll make sure they know just how bad those consequences can be.
I hit the subway. As soon as Iâm home, I check my e-mail. There are five new pleas. Another two or three will probably arrive before bedtime. I scan through the first four. Theyâre all more of the same. But itâs the fifth that really gets my blood rushing. The letter is signed Olivia. I try to keep my hopes in check while I click on the photo that the girl has enclosed. You canât spit in Manhattan without hitting a kid my age named Olivia. But when the picture finally flashes up on my screen, I know the heavens have answered my prayers.
Iâve dreamed of this moment. Iâve spent two years fantasizing about it. But I never imagined my day would come.
I laugh all the way through Oliviaâs note.
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Oliviaâs school is the one my parents always hoped Iâd attend. They were mortified when I informed them that Iâd deposited the application (and several more like it) in a trash can instead of a mail box. A high school in Brooklyn was the only institution in town that received the paperwork my fatherâs secretary had kindly prepared. Some people might call me a coward for giving my