donât . . . I donât . . . Maeve.â
âIâm right here, sweetheart.â Maeve cupped his face, not breaking eye contact.
Josh looked to his mother, hovering in the doorway. Quiet tears tracked down Gailâs face, one hand over her heart as if to keep it from breaking.
And he suddenly understood.
Herb wasnât just here because of a bad sunburn.
Chapter Three
Carri felt a hand take hers and pull gently. She followed without thinking, giving her mother and the nurse some space to decompress and help her father.
It wasnât until she sank into one of the plastic chairs in the hallway outside her fatherâs room that she realized it was Josh who had smoothly led her away and sat quietly beside her. A kind gesture for a mortal childhood enemy.
âMom,â Josh said softly, then something else followed, but Carri couldnât hear anything more. She was too busy covering her ears to drown out the sounds of her fatherâs sobbing and her motherâs pleas to calm down.
Joshâs large hand rubbed at her back. A decade agoâhell, forty-eight hours agoâshe would have shrugged it off. Memories of a time when his touch would have made her skin crawl were impossible to forget. Now she was too tired to care whose hand it was. Too in need of the comfort, even if it came from someone she didnât particularly care for.
After a few minutes, fingers carefully pried her hand from one ear. âCarri. He isnât just sunburnt, is he?â
She shook her head, letting the other hand fall to her lap.
âHow long?â
âMom says months.â She shrugged. âBut signs could have been there before now, and she just didnât realize. Heâs been home alone often since he retired.â
âWhen was the last time you saw him?â When she whirled around to glare at him, she was surprised to find no judgment waiting for her in his eyes. âJust asking.â
âChristmas last. I donât remember him seeming off . . .â But then she did. How heâd handed her several of the gifts meant for Maeve, clearly marked on the packages. How more than once, heâd called her by her motherâs name. Sheâd chalked it up to too much eggnog at the time, but what if . . . âOh, God. How did I miss it?â
Joshâs hand simply kept rubbing in circles.
Another minute later, Maeve walked out, her face red, eyes down. Gail immediately wrapped her in a hug. Carriâs heart clenched to see the two best friends cling to each other. It had been like that when Joshâs father had abandoned his family. The mothers had clung to each other, easing the pain and becoming a port in the storm. Maeve had become Gailâs safe place, her rock.
Was she witnessing the same thing, from the other side this time? From Joshâs seat?
âJosh,â Gail said softly, âIâm taking Maeve home. Can you make sure Carri gets back okay?â
âSure,â he said before she could shake her head no.
âI donât needââ Carri began.
âIâve got her,â he cut in.
âYour father is resting,â Maeve mouthed over Gailâs shoulder as she let her friend lead her away.
âOh, God.â Carri let her face sink into her hands. After another minute, she realized he was still beside her. âJosh, you donât have to stay.â
âYeah, I do.â
The support came from the most unlikely place, and she wanted desperately to cling to it without being obvious. âI know you love him, too.â
âYeah.â
She waited for a barb, a childish retort of
and he loves me better than you.
Something a nine-year-old Josh would have said. But nothing came.
The nurse stepped out of her fatherâs room, and she stood. Josh stood beside her. âIs he . . . When will he wake up?â
The nurse checked his wrist, looking a little hurried.