Sophie gulped her wine. âOr worse! What if he went back to bloody Harriet? I still dream of breaking into her house in the middle of the night, shaving her head and cutting up her Carla Zampatti clothing collection.â
Harriet was Alexâs pearl-wearing, blonde-bobbed first wife and mother of Alexâs fifteen-year-old son, Jake. Iâd only met her a couple of times but on each occasion her pretentious palaver left me in giggles. I couldnât take her seriously. She was as elegant as a coldsore.
âClaud, can I get past you?â said Tara, who was pinned uncomfortably next to a dinner trolley in the aisle. âAnd the flight attendant wants to know if you want more wine. God knows, I do.â Tara pushed past me and sat down. Her shirt was almost dry but she smelt like a wino.
âYou know,â said Tara, after buckling her seat belt and gratefully accepting more chardonnay, âI did think about packing a set of clothes in my carry-on. Everyone tells you to. I even wrote an article, âEssential Travel Tipsâ. Rule number one: always fly with a clean set of clothes in your hand luggage, should any unforeseen accidents occur.â Tara briefly glared at Levi. âAnd only a couple of hours into the flight. Whoâd have thought?â
I smiled at Levi then whipped out my Sponge Bob pencil case full of pencils and crayons. âLook what I have. Colouring books! Which one do you want first? Woody or Buzz?â I held up both books and he pointed at Buzz Lightyear. âMy favourite, too,â I said, handing the book and pencils over to Tara to pass down the line to him.
âThank you,â Sophie mouthed.
I reached across Tara and patted her arm, then turned back to Tara. âRemember the flight to Honolulu, where we wrote down all our fears and hopes?â
âAs we hurtled towards thirty,â said Sophie.
Tara sighed. âPlease donât tell me we have to play that game again.â
I poked my tongue out. âSpoilsport.â
Tara shrugged. âI was still getting over my divorce.â
âAnd Iâd just met Alex,â remembered Sophie. âWorking in corporate law, on the fast track to becoming a partner.â Pause. âSo much has happened in the last ten years.â
Iâll say. Back then, I was selling media space for an advertising firm. It would be another four years before I got my dream job as an events coordinator in the food and wine industry.
âAnd then again, so much has stayed the same,â Tara chimed in. âIâm still writing for magazines, albeit a different one now.â
Different? I certainly thought my life would be different by the time I turned thirty, let alone forty and that was only a year away. As much as I wanted to forget, my thirty-ninth birthday was in a few daysâ time. Somewhere along the line, my twenties and thirties had disappeared in a murky haze of office jobs (aside from the fabulous stint as an events coordinator), unsuitable shags and superficial spending. When I was younger, Iâd assumed that by this stage of my life Iâd be settled and have a couple of kids.
Instead, I was living with Tara, broke and alone. I didnât even own a cat.
âI always wanted to be a writer,â said Tara.
âYou are. A damn good one, too.â
âBut the years are slipping away. Itâs hard when Iâm writing about furnishings five days a week. When I get home at night, Iâm just not inspired to keep writing. Maybe Iâm not as keen as I keep telling myself.â
âBut you are,â I said. Tara had dreamt of writing a novel since she was at school and she had journals full of notes. âYouâve had short stories published,â I continued, squeezing her hand. âYouâll see. Once you get to Santorini, itâll come together. You just have to believe in yourself.â
She snorted before popping on her eye mask and resting back