felt a little more brave now that I knew she wasnât mad at me.
She looked at me very serious again, and I got back to being worried.
âI need advice,â she said.
âIâve never been the new kid before,â I said.
âI have, tons of times,â she said. âI donât need advice on that.â
âOh,â I said. Then I got very, extremely excited, because I was just dying to give some advice. My favorite TV show is Itâs Me or the Dog, which stars Victoria, who is always giving people advice about their dogs. I also like it when me and my Grandmother Smith read Dear Abby letters from the newspaper. We try to figure out what we would tell the person before we see what Abby has to say. But before I could find out more, the bell rang and recess was over.
By the time lunch finally came I could barely wait to talk to Erin. When we were washing our hands, Rosemary T. told Erin that she should sit with us at lunch, which was pretty nice. Rosemary T. isnât the best at including everybody. It might mean Iâd have to wait a little longer to hear about the advice Erin needed, but maybe she wasnât feeling so private about it anymore. She might talk about it in front of other people now.
The line for milk moved very slow. When I finally headed to our table, there was a chair saved for me next to Rosemary T. At least I thought it was saved for me, but when I got there Rosemary T. said: âSorry, Cinderella. We promised to save a place for Erin.â
âOh. Okay.â I walked over to the other table. âIs this seat saved?â I asked Hilary. We were best friends in kindergarten, but we hadnât been in the same classroom since.
âNo,â she said. âGo ahead.â
âThanks.â I sat down and tried to listen to Hilary and Katie talk about a video with two dogs and a cat in it. Usually I would have loved to hear all about it, but my insides were hurting like the dickens, so much that I couldnât pay attention. The lunchroom was noisy, but even though I was in the middle of a super crowded table and a super crowded room, I felt alone. I chewed and tried to swallow and blink-blink-blinked my eyes. There was no way I was going to cry right then and there. No way with a capital N .
âErin! Erin!â Rosemary T. yelled, and waved to her. Erin had just made it through the lunch line. She headed over to Rosemary T.âs table and was about to sit down; but then she looked around, saw where I was sitting, and headed over.
She sat right down next to me and didnât ask if any places were saved or anything.
The alone feeling started to go away, and I could swallow again.
âWhatâs for lunch?â I hardly ever got to buy lunch, so I was very interested.
âCheese pizza and pears and green beans,â she said.
âYum and yum and yuck,â I said.
âWhat?â she asked, and then she got it. âOh yeah. Yum and yum and yuck.â
âSo what do you need advice on?â I whispered, in case she was still feeling private.
âOn wicked stepsisters,â she whispered back.
âHmm,â I said, very surprised.
âYou know about them, right,â she whispered, âbecause of your name.â
âHmm,â I said one more time.
âBecause Iâm about to get two of them, and I really need some expert help.â
I knew I should tell her that I didnât know anything about wicked stepsisters and that I really got my name because of my shoe trouble. The thing was, I didnât want her to get up and go sit with the Rosemarys or anywhere else. I also really liked the idea of giving someone advice, like I mentioned before. I just sat there and thought and thought. I guess I thought a little bit too long though, because Erin got tired of waiting.
âIf you donât want to help me, just say so,â she said.
That kind of woke me up. âI want to help you,â I