donâtâ¦â
âOr thrown snowballs,â someone added.
âOr made a Snowman Santa.â
âHey, did you see that movie where they fell down and made snow angels?â
âHe could do that here in the dust.â
There was general laughter, but it was sympathetic, and then the next carol started and William was mercifully left alone.
Umâ¦maybe she should have protected him from that. Maybe she shouldnât have told anyone he was her boss. Meg looked across at Williamâimmersed in his work againâand thoughtâIâm taking my boss home for Christmas andall weâre offering is dust angels. He could be having a white Christmas in Central Park.
With who?
She didnât know, and she was not going to feel bad about that, she decided. Not until he told her that he was missing a person in particular. If he was simply going to sit in a luxury penthouse and have lobster and caviar and truffles and open gifts to himselfâ¦
She was going home to Scotty and Grandma and a hundred cows.
That was a good thought. No matter how appallingly sheâd messed up, she was still going home for Christmas.
She was very noble to share, she told herself.
Hold that thought.
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Tandaroit wasnât so much a station as a rail head. Thereâd been talk of closing it down but Letty had immediately presented a petition with over five thousand names on it to their local parliamentarian. No matter that Letty, Scotty and Meg seemed to be the only ones who used itâand that the names on the petition had been garnered by Letty, dressed in gumboots and overalls, sitting on the corner of one of Melbourneâs major pedestrian malls in Scottyâs now discarded wheelchair. Sheâd been holding an enormous photograph of a huge-eyed calf with a logo saying âSave Your Country Cousinsâ superimposed.
Tandaroit Station stayed.
When Letty wanted something she generally got it. Her energy was legendary. The death of her son and daughter-in-law four years ago had left her shattered, but afterwards sheâd hugged Meg and sheâd said, âThereâs nothing to do but keep going, so we keep going. Letâs get you another job.â
Megâs first thought had been to get some sort of accountancy job in Curalo, their closest city, but then theyâd found Mr McMasterâs advertisement. âYouâd be away from us almostcompletely for three months of the year but the rest weâd have you almost full-time. Thatâd be better for Scotty; better for all of us. And look at the pay,â Letty had said, awed. âOh, Meg, go for it.â
So sheâd gone for it, and now she was tugging her bag down from the luggage rack as William extricated himself from his wedged in position and she was thinking that was what she had to do now. Just go for it. Christmas, here we come, ready or not.
Her bag was stuck under a load of other peopleâs baggage. She gave it a fierce tug and it came loose, just as William freed himself from his seat. She lurched backward and he caught her. And held.
He had to hold her. The train was slowing. There were youngsters sitting in the aisle, she had no hope of steadying herself and she had every chance of landing on top of a child. But her boss was holding her against him, steady as a rock in the swaying train.
And she let him hold her. She was tired and unnerved and overwrought. Sheâd been trying to be chirpy; trying to pretend everything was cool and she brought someone like her boss home for Christmas every year. Sheâd been trying to think that she didnât care that sheâd just ruined the most fantastic job sheâd ever be likely to have.
And suddenly it was all just too much. For one fleeting moment she let her guard down. She let herself lean into him, while she felt his strength, the feel of his new-this-morning crisp linen shirt, the scent of his half-a-monthâs-salary