size.
Robbie held out his foreshortened arms. The pony boy stuck his head between them and nuzzled Robbieâs face. They stayed that way for about a minute, and then the pony boy turned a bit unsteadily and found his way back to Agora, where he began to nurse, his tiny hands kneading her sides. The curls on his head, like wriggly red worms, were already dry, and they bounced as he drank the milk.
Now that Iâd gotten over the strangeness, a part of me was suddenly jealous. After all, I was the only one whoâd wanted magic in my life, and the magic had just gone over to Robbie instead. But Robbie needed the magic more than I did, so I fought the jealous thought down and smiled. It was a crooked smile, but I let it stay pasted on my face.
âWell!â Martha said. âWhat was that all about?â
âWeâre brothers,â Robbie announced. âWe even look alike.â
âDonât be dumb,â I said, smile disappearing faster than a Cheshire catâs. âHeâs a ⦠a horse. And you ⦠well, you arenât.â
âBut Iâm half something, just like he is. Half seal , the kids said at my old school.â
âThose kids were stupid, mean,â I said, âand plain ignorant.â
âIgnorant is stupid,â Robbie said.
âNot all the time,â I told him. âYou arenât ignorant, not by a long shot. But saying you and the pony boy look alike is stupid. You donât look anything like him.â I took a deep breath. âHeâs got red curly hair and bright blue eyes. Youâre like me. Auburn hair, slate blue eyes, andâ¦â I didnât say we both looked like Dad, not Mom. I knew that, but how could Robbie have known? We had no photos of Dad around.
âA seal ?â Martha said flatly. âWhatever gave them that silly idea?â
I knew but didnât say it aloud. Robbie was a thalidomide kid, and the newspapers had dubbed all thalidomide kids âseal childrenâ because many of them had flipper arms and sometimes flipper legs. Robbieâs arms ended at the elbow, where there were only two fingers and a thumb.
None of it was his fault, of course. It was just the result of pills Mom had been given when she was first pregnant with him. Mom hadnât just had morning sickness; sheâd thrown up all day long, hour after hour, till she cried with the pain. Dad had gotten the thalidomide pills for her when he was on tour in Toronto and Montreal since they were supposed to be a miracle cure for pregnant women who threw up a lot. And the pills did cure that. But it turned out they were a kind of poison, too, destroying parts of babies before they were ever born.
âSeal children.â Once that name hit the newspapers, the parents of one of the kids at school called Robbie that, and soon the kids all did, too. It was why Mom took him out of school and taught him at home.
Why she hadnât any time for me.
Why sheâd hardly ever laughed these past six years.
âThe pony boy knows me,â Robbie insisted. âAnd I know him. Weâre brothers.â
âYouâre my brother, not his,â I said.
Dr. Herks had already come to and was sitting up, his eyes still a bit unfocused. Then he saw the pony boy and looked ready to pass out again.
Mom put a hand on his arm and gave me a fierce stare. âAri, I could use help here! Dr. Herks needs some air.â
So I came over to help, but by then Dr. Herks had gotten up by himself. He walked a bit unsteadily out of the stall, saying, âIâm fine, Hannah, fine. Donât fuss.â
âIâm not fussing,â she said, running a hand through her hair, which made it look even more like a blond cloud. âIâm being practical. We need a vet here, and youâre it.â
Then she turned to me. âGet your brother out of there. Agora needs time to bond with her ⦠her â¦