Iâd had a small piece, my trust fund, which Iâd used to buy and furnish our home and set up college funds for the boys. Mother was still wealthy by anyoneâs standards, but it was not the kind of wealth that could ignore a home nobody used and could be sold for a hefty profit.
âBecause Iâm tired of paying the property taxes, the insurance, the caretaker. It just sits there, nobody uses it.â She turned her chair to face me, her beautifully preserved cheekbones in high color. âDo you have any idea how much the electric bill is? Your sister wonât get those damn books out of there, so the humidistat has to run all the time, and Tateâs fee is double what Lenâs was and I donât have any idea what he does for it. For all I know heâs living there.â
Her irritation at Tate, son of the homeâs original caretaker and the first friend Iâd made on the island, was false. She loved him like one of her own and kept in touch with him often enough to make me slightly, and silently, jealous. Tate had been scarce during my familyâs visits to the island, for which Iâd always been grateful. I didnât want to relive teenage crushes with my husband and sons there, but I kept in touch through Mother and felt closer to him than I felt to Estella, so he was the nearest thing I had to a sibling now.
âWhy donât you rent it out?â I asked, beginning to feel panicky.
Mother waved her hand in dismissal. âIâm not going to get into that. Renters will ruin the place. Itâs time to sell. That area has jumped in value over the past few years.â
âSell it to us,â I said. âIt will be an investment for us. Luke would love it.â
âSweetheart, Bobâs looked into it and he thinks we can get over two. Iâm not sure youâre in a position to take that on.â
âTwo million?â I asked incredulously.
She shot me a wry smile. âWell, I wouldnât be doing it for two hundred, and frankly, thatâs not much for beachfront property these days.â
Defeated, I turned toward the windows. The dazzlingly bright sun was diffused through the thick tinted glass, and I could gaze out at the water without having to shield my eyes. The sound of the waves was diffused too, muffled by the hurricane-strength concrete and steel of the building.
When I was younger, Mother would periodically leave Big Dune to travel to New York. She said there was no decent shopping in Florida, but she always had the same pained look for days before she left, and I knew it was because of the pounding of the waves, the relentless whoosh and crash that got into her head. Here she could have the cachet of beachfront property without the invasive voice of nature.
âWhatâs the problem, Constance?â The resignation in her voice was heavy, more pronounced than it needed to be.
âI just . . . I guess Iâd always thought about being there with the boys. Itâs a surprise, thatâs all.â
âYou havenât been there with the boys for years.â
âSo your mind is made up? I have no say?â
She looked surprised. âItâs my house, Connie. I wouldnât expect to have a say if you chose to sell your home. Now, if you want the boys to see it one last time, you can bring them along when we go to close it up.â
âWhen we go?â
âWell, we certainly canât allow anyone to go through the house for us, and I canât do it all by myself. I assumed you would want the rugs and your violins. And of course Estella will come for the books.â
I snorted and she looked at me sharply. âIf you get Estella to come Iâll be there with bells on,â I said. Unfair maybe, bitchy definitely, but undeniably supported by past behavior. Estella didnât drive, had never gotten her license, in fact. Her boyfriend, live-in life partner, whatever she called him,