face. âWe werenât even dating!â I yelled.
âI just want you to know what happened. I would never not call a girl. Especially one like you. ⦠Look, I lost your number in my locker or something the day of my last final. I just couldnât find it. I called everyone I knew, but apparently you werenât socialâat least thatâs what one of my boys said.â
Jason wanted to say who said it. I could see it in his face. Was he blaming me for him not calling me? Can we say arrogant ?!
âSo it would have been better for several other boys at school to have my number? Hmm. What kind of girls do you deal with?â
Jason shook his head. âNah, itâs not like that. That was rude. Iâm sorry.â
âSo what ideas do you have for the project? Me being a social recluse and all, I donât get out much. But I do fill up on CNBC. Whatâs your source? Sports Illustrated ?â I said.
âI didnât think of any on the way here,â he said, disappointed that his lack of a topic suggestion proved me right, that he was behind the ball.
My eyes searched his face. I had promised myself I wouldnât be a jaded cliché. You know, girlâs boyfriend breaks up with her, and girl hates all boys. He was looking at me but not the way I wanted him to. âI was wrong,â I said.
âThat was big of you.â
Now I was the one who was shocked. That was something I would totally say. I laughed lightly under my breath.
âUm ⦠Iâll do some research on the current economic conditions. ⦠Gas prices, retail sales, stock market points,â Jason said.
âIâll check into real estate prices, analyst opinions, and federal reserve interest rate news,â I said.
He was taking detailed notes. He looked at me, then down at my hands, as if he expected me to do the same.
âLetâs say weâll collect one yearâs worth of research,â I added.
âAll right.â He sighed as if he was relieved. âIâll do some tonight.â
âMe, too,â I said. I pushed my chair back, and he flew out of his seat. He pulled my seat out a little more.
âI got it,â he said.
âItâs already out.â
He held his hand out.
âI can get out of my seat by myself. This isnât 1890.â
Yet again he looked at me, disappointed.
âBut thank you.â
How could this guy make me feel so ⦠so unnecessarily sarcastic? The problem with knowing youâre being sarcastic is feeling like youâre missing out on his reaction if youâd been nice. Itâs a good thing I didnât have to admit these feelings to anyone out loud. He trailed just three steps behind me all the way to the front door.
âSo Iâll see you tomorrow. I didnât mean it the way it sounded. Iâm not inviting myself. Um, but I will be here tomorrow, if thatâs the plan,â he said.
So I wasnât the only one feeling like she was under a microscope. I turned to him, and he kept moving toward me. Before I knew it, he was all up in my area.
I confess. It took all the strength I had to reach for the door at that moment. He put his hands out in between us like he didnât want us to touch or to run into each other. âUh, sorry. You just stopped.â
âAm I to blame for everything?â I asked.
He just shook his head and smiled. âLater.â
He touched my shoulder like I was a football buddy, then my blood started to boil. Wait, thatâs basketball buddy. Itâs all coming back to me. I remembered why exactly I hated his type and why I should not get excited at the sentiment of his touch even if it was masked as a chummy goodbye. I slowly slid his hand off my shoulder. I didnât want to accuse him of wanting me again. At this point, who cared?
âGoodbye.â I closed the door behind him. Too bad that wasnât the last of him.
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