sprinting full force toward the river as they raced to be the first ones in. I think about how I used to pound on a hollow wooden bucket while the other kids learned the Takunami hunting dances, and how I used to sit at the base of the kapok tree while they climbed and tried to reach the sky.
âClimb a kapok tree,â I finally say.
âA kapok,â she repeats.
I nod slowly, knowing what sheâs thinking: the kapok is one of the tallest trees in the Amazon. âI want to do it all,â I say. The determination comes out in my voice as I realize the possibilities. âI want to do everything I couldnât do before.â
âOkay,â Sara says quietly. âThen thatâs what weâll do.â
As we sit together, wrapping the gifts, Sara chatters on about how much sheâs looking forward to getting away from the traffic in the city and how she canât wait to see all her old friends again. I nod and pretend to listen, but in my mind, Iâm still thinking about my answer: I want to do it all.
The doorbell rings and while Sara quickly puts everything away, I let Professor Goodwin in. Pretending to be exhausted from physical therapy, I say good night and haul my backpack upstairs. In truth, I want to be alone just as much as they do. I need to think.
Crawling under the covers, I curl up onto my side and close my eyes. In the darkness, with only the murmur of voices below me, I am transported back to when I was a little boy in the jungle, lying in a hammockâsqueezing my eyes shut and praying to the Good Gods to make me normal overnight. To help me run, dance, and climb.
My prayers have been answered. My foot is better. Iâve been able to do everything a normal boy does. Everything a normal American boy does. But arenât I a Takunami? I think about all the things that have been happening the past few days. Why nowâa week before my thirteenth birthday? A week before Iâm supposed to go back to the Amazon? Thereâs only one reason that I can think of.
When I realize what Iâm considering, I roll over onto my back and stare up at the rotating blades of the ceiling fan. Could I do it? Could I really take the test?
Downstairs Sara laughs loudly, and my mind skids to a halt. I sit up. I canât leave Sara. And even though she studies jungle tribes for a living, she would never let metake such a dangerous test. But the weight of this opportunity punches me in the gutâthe chance to finally prove my father wrongâand I pull my knees into my chest.
I have to go. Somehow, Iâll have to sneak out of our cabin in the Amazon and make my way back to my village. Alone. But maybe if I leave a note for Sara, at least sheâll know where Iâve gone and why Iâm doing what I need to do.
Hopping out of bed, I switch on my desk lamp and pull out a sheet of paper. I canât sleep now, so I begin to write:
Dear Sara,
A couple of days before we left on this trip, you asked me what I was looking forward to the most about going back. And I told you that I wanted to do things normal Takunami boys do, remember? Well, thereâs one other thing that every normal Takunami boy does, and as you read this, Iâm on my way to make that happen. Iâm going back to my village to take my soche seche tente. I promise to comeback as soon as Iâm finished. Donât worry. Iâll be fine.
I hear footsteps downstairs. Sneaking over to my door, I crack it open and see Sara and Professor Goodwin standing in the hallway. Heâs got his jacket on, which means that heâs leaving. Sara cautiously peers around the huge palm tree and looks up toward my room. I jerk my head back behind the door and hold my breath. I hear her laugh softly and then Professor Goodwinâs low baritone. The front door clicks closed, and after a minute of silence, I hear glasses being put into the sink. Knowing sheâll be coming to bed soon, I tiptoe over to