Itâs not a coincidence.
Nor is the fact that there are thirteen blackened disks in the box.
A voiceâ his voiceâÂfloats back over the years; fourteen years: A bakerâs dozen . . .
It happened fourteen years ago today. A Friday, not a Monday. In Westchester. It was snowing.
âHey, I think these are cookies,â Mick says. âLooks like your Secret Santa burned your treat.â
Cookies . . .
Rowanâs fingers let go and the charred object drops back into the box.
Either he tracked her down and sent this package as some kind of reminder, or a sick, twisted joke, or . . .
Someone else did.
Someone who knows her secret.
D riving along the New York State Thruway, northbound from New York City toward Mundyâs Landing, Casey has had the same tune looping on the carâs speakers for almost two hours now.
The songs are important. You canât just play any random tune when youâre driving. Thatâs one of the rules. You have to play a specific song, over and over, until you get to where youâre going.
Sometimes itâs country: Glen Campbellâs âWichita Linemanâ or Willie Nelsonâs âOn the Road Again.â
Sometimes itâs rock and roll: Journeyâs âLightsâ or The Doorsâ âRiders on the Storm.â
Todayâs song has great significance, a strong reminder of why this has to happen.
Every time it begins anew, Caseyâs fingers thrum the military drumbeat on the steering wheel with until itâs time to howl the chorus again: Sunday, bloody Sunday . . .
By now, Rowan must have gotten the package that had been mailed on Friday from the city.
If her weekday unfolded the way it usually does, she was the one who reached into the mailbox this afternoon and found it.
Throughout the fall, Casey watched her, documenting her daily routine. Sometimes, that could even be accomplished from inside the school where she teaches. Security at Mundyâs Landing Elementary is a joke. There are plenty of news articles online that would seem to indicate otherwise, dating back to the most recent school shooting and meant to reassure jittery parents that their precious children were well-Âprotected under the new security measures.
Itâs true that all visitors have to be buzzed past the locked front door, but there are plenty of other ways into the building. Itâs surrounded by woods on three sides, so you can easily hide there watching for some deliveryman to leave a door propped open, or try tugging doors and windows until you find one thatâs unlocked.
Once, feeling especially bold, Casey even showed up at the front door wearing a uniform and got buzzed in by the secretary. She didnât even bother to request credentials or double check the made-Âup story about a faulty meter in the basement.
That was in the early morning, before the students arrived. Casey wandered the halls searching the teachersâ names, written in black Sharpie on cardboard cutouts shaped like bright yellow pencils and taped beside every classroom. Rowanâs was evident even before Casey spotted the pencil marked Ms. Mundy: she was in there talking to another teacher, and her voice echoed down the halls.
Some might find her chattiness endearing.
I used to.
Now it grates.
Four days a week, Casey knows, Rowan leaves school not long after the bell, just after three-Âthirty. But she always stays at least an hour later on Mondays. Thatâs when she supervises the tutoring organization that matches volunteers from nearby Hadley College with local elementary school students.
Perched with binoculars high in a tree across the road from the houseâÂa vantage that never failed to inspire a unique exhilaration in and of itselfâÂCasey loved to watch her pull up in front of the mailbox at the foot of the driveway. Sheâd usually rifle through the stack of letters and