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about a DNA test but that isn't where I was
going. Too bad I don't feel like putting her mind at
ease.
    "Besides I don't trust your cheating
ass so you're not going anywhere without me until my kid's born." I
saw her flinch but I didn't give a fuck, she made that bed she
could lie in it. The day might come when I forgive her for that
bullshit but today wasn't it.

MADELYN
     
    Geez he's a hard headed son of a
bitch; after that crack about not trusting me he'd left and gone to
his workshop in the back. I'd cried a little before bucking it up
and holding onto my resolve to see this through. I know I messed up
but I thought we were strong enough to overcome that little lapse.
There's nothing I wouldn't do to keep my marriage, Dominic has
always been my one and only. With him I'm more than I am without
him; the thing with Simon was just a stupid slip. I didn't even
have any feelings for him, not like that at least, he's always just
been a really cool friend. Now because of one stupid mistake I'd
lost a friend and damaged my relationship with my husband because I
had no doubt that whatever happened, he'd never forget this. I know
I wouldn't if things were reversed, and that's what scares
me.
    "It's time to feed my kid." How long
had I been sitting there like that? I hadn't even heard him come
back in. He had a plate in his hand, which he set down on my desk
before leaving the room again. He was so excited about the baby, I
could tell even though he tried to hide it. Every once in a while
I’d catch him reading something on the net and he’d get this look
of his face like he couldn’t wait, but he wouldn't share any of
that joy with me.
    That too I had robbed him of with my
selfishness. I picked up the sandwich and bit in as I contemplated
my next move. Maybe I could use the pregnancy to shorten the gap
between us; it was worth a try anyway. I played around with it in
my head for a little while before making my approach. If he shot me
down again I’m not sure how I would take it, my heart had taken
about all it could stand for now.
    "Dominic may I talk to you for a
minute please? Please it'll only take a minute then I'll leave you
alone."
    "What is it Madelyn?" Lord he
sounded so tired, it made me want to cry; how had I done this to
this strong man, how had I brought us to this?
    "I know you're mad at me and you
have every right to be; but this is our first baby and I don't want
us to miss out on any of those first that comes with that. I want
us to enjoy its first kick together and all the other little things
that comes with pregnancy. Please I know you hate me but I don't
want to do this alone, I don't want our baby to miss out on your
love because of something I did." I felt the tears start but
couldn't stop them in time so I just wiped them away as fast as I
could. He just looked at me for the longest time without saying
anything and I held my breath waiting for the explosion. Maybe I
shouldn’t have done this, I started to turn away but then he
finally spoke.
    "Come here." I was in his lap faster
than he could blink; I hadn't realized just how much I'd missed
this, this closeness, the feeling of being held in his wonderful
arms. I wish I could stay here forever, safe and sheltered the way
I always was before I’d thrown it all away. His arms felt like home
and I snuck a quick sniff of his shirt as I settled myself on his
lap. At least he wasn’t pushing me away, not yet anyway.
    "You say first as though there might
be others."
    "I'm hoping, oh how I hope so." If
there weren’t, if we didn’t get through this and find our way back
to each other I’d just die.
    He didn't say anything for a while,
just held me on his lap as he gave thought to my words. I took the
time to breathe him in, to enjoy that sense of the familiar that
had been missing these last few days. It wasn’t like us to be
around each other like this without some type of byplay. Dominic’s
appetite for sex was off the charts; I can’t imagine that it