Becoming A Slave Read Online Free
Author: Jack Rinella
way your determination moves you in a purposeful way. It may not be the step that transforms your life instantly, but a first step can always be fol owed by more steps.
That first real step feels wonderful. There is a certainty in knowing you are headed to where you belong. Others won’t understand it but they can’t be expected to, they aren’t on such a path. It feels right even in the midst of not knowing precisely what’s ahead.
But the journey to becoming a slave, no matter how “right” and
“natural” it feels, isn’t easy or instantaneous. Like the young wolf that Jack London wrote of in “White Fang” there wil be resistance even in the midst of growing certainty that this is what is right for you.
It came hard, going as it did, counter to much that was strong and dominant in his own nature; and, while he disliked it in the learning of it, unknown to himself he was learning to like it. It was a placing of his destiny in another’s hands, a shifting of the responsibilities of existence. This in itself was compensation, for it is always easier to lean upon another than to stand alone….But it did not al happen in a day, this giving over of himself, body and soul, to the man-animals.36
A true slave never loses their strength or dominance. Erotic slavery isn’t about being beaten into submission. Quite the contrary, you retain those good parts of yourself and turn them to helping you serve your Master, and that’s when the journey becomes exciting and fulfil ing. Your strength and dominance become tools that help you serve better.
Commitment to this path is a weighty thing, however. When fear takes hold and causes panic at the thought of continuing, the easy way out is to run and deny yourself. If slavery is indeed your destiny such fears wil subside and eventual y your thoughts wil return to what you real y want and you wil continue your journey.
There is another feeling that is important to talk about at this point in our discussion: loneliness. In our society you can be in the midst of a crowd and stil be overwhelmed by loneliness. You can be surrounded by a loving family and friends and stil feel alone because you don’t believe they real y understand who you are. Loneliness can come about as a result of feeling overwhelmed by responsibilities or dissatisfaction with life or by forcing yourself to live up to someone 36
London, Jack, The Call of the Wild, White Fang, & To Build a Fire , Random House, New York, 1998, p. 148
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else’s expectations. I think many people want to become a slave simply because they want someone to love them, to cherish them for who they are.
Whatever the form of loneliness, becoming a slave is not the ultimate solution, an il usion…giving up al control and responsibility and hiding from the outside world, being taken down to your raw self and remade into whatever wil make you be valued, this isn’t slavery.
You first need to face whatever it is that is causing your loneliness and conquer it, coming out of the experience a more confident person and better able to discern if slavery is to be a part of your future.
Books on slavery are often written by Masters and while they certainly have a clear understanding about what slavery involves, that understanding is based on an opposing perspective… that of dominance, i.e., that of having a slave and of being served. Slaves qualified to write about on the subject are busy serving their Masters and would rather do so than spend writing about HOW they serve. So the task is usual y left to the Masters and so many important nuances are left out.
When my master Jack Rinel a ( who did live five years as a slave to Master Lynn) decided to write a book on becoming a slave he encouraged me to consider making some contributions to it in the form of reflections for each chapter. Sometimes these are based on the general topic of the chapter, sometimes on a specific idea in a chapter, and sometimes my comments were
That first real step feels wonderful. There is a certainty in knowing you are headed to where you belong. Others won’t understand it but they can’t be expected to, they aren’t on such a path. It feels right even in the midst of not knowing precisely what’s ahead.
But the journey to becoming a slave, no matter how “right” and
“natural” it feels, isn’t easy or instantaneous. Like the young wolf that Jack London wrote of in “White Fang” there wil be resistance even in the midst of growing certainty that this is what is right for you.
It came hard, going as it did, counter to much that was strong and dominant in his own nature; and, while he disliked it in the learning of it, unknown to himself he was learning to like it. It was a placing of his destiny in another’s hands, a shifting of the responsibilities of existence. This in itself was compensation, for it is always easier to lean upon another than to stand alone….But it did not al happen in a day, this giving over of himself, body and soul, to the man-animals.36
A true slave never loses their strength or dominance. Erotic slavery isn’t about being beaten into submission. Quite the contrary, you retain those good parts of yourself and turn them to helping you serve your Master, and that’s when the journey becomes exciting and fulfil ing. Your strength and dominance become tools that help you serve better.
Commitment to this path is a weighty thing, however. When fear takes hold and causes panic at the thought of continuing, the easy way out is to run and deny yourself. If slavery is indeed your destiny such fears wil subside and eventual y your thoughts wil return to what you real y want and you wil continue your journey.
There is another feeling that is important to talk about at this point in our discussion: loneliness. In our society you can be in the midst of a crowd and stil be overwhelmed by loneliness. You can be surrounded by a loving family and friends and stil feel alone because you don’t believe they real y understand who you are. Loneliness can come about as a result of feeling overwhelmed by responsibilities or dissatisfaction with life or by forcing yourself to live up to someone 36
London, Jack, The Call of the Wild, White Fang, & To Build a Fire , Random House, New York, 1998, p. 148
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else’s expectations. I think many people want to become a slave simply because they want someone to love them, to cherish them for who they are.
Whatever the form of loneliness, becoming a slave is not the ultimate solution, an il usion…giving up al control and responsibility and hiding from the outside world, being taken down to your raw self and remade into whatever wil make you be valued, this isn’t slavery.
You first need to face whatever it is that is causing your loneliness and conquer it, coming out of the experience a more confident person and better able to discern if slavery is to be a part of your future.
Books on slavery are often written by Masters and while they certainly have a clear understanding about what slavery involves, that understanding is based on an opposing perspective… that of dominance, i.e., that of having a slave and of being served. Slaves qualified to write about on the subject are busy serving their Masters and would rather do so than spend writing about HOW they serve. So the task is usual y left to the Masters and so many important nuances are left out.
When my master Jack Rinel a ( who did live five years as a slave to Master Lynn) decided to write a book on becoming a slave he encouraged me to consider making some contributions to it in the form of reflections for each chapter. Sometimes these are based on the general topic of the chapter, sometimes on a specific idea in a chapter, and sometimes my comments were
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