Jean-Pierre,â Joss said sternly.
One night we talked our mother into letting us spend the night out in our tent in the back yard. We carried all our stuff down, our sleeping bags, a can of insect repellent, some eggs and bacon for breakfast, and a lantern.
âIâll leave the back door open, just in case,â Mom said. We knew sheâd probably sit up all night to see nothing happened to us.
âIn case what?â Joss wanted to know.
âIn case it rains or thunders or you decide to come in.â
âOh, we wonât get scared,â Joss said. âJean-Pierre will take care of us. Thereâs nothing heâs afraid of, is there, Jean-Pierre?â
Joss nodded and smiled at him. âHe says, âNever fearââheâs spent the night out plenty of times. Sometimes itâs scary if an owl starts hooting. Or if a raccoon sticks his head inside the tent. Or if a skunk comes around. But Jean-Pierre will take care of us. Whatâs that?â
Joss bent down to listen to what Jean-Pierre had to say. He was able to change his size at will. Sometimes he was bigger than Joss, bigger than me, sometimes he was a tiny baby. It was a very handy trick.
âJean-Pierre says it might be a good idea to leave the back door open, Mom,â Joss said. âHe said he might have to come inside to go to the bathroom. You know how he is.â
I donât remember exactly when Jean-Pierre disappeared. I think it was when Joss was about eight. One day he was there, the next he was gone. It was as simple as that. When I asked her where he was, she said heâd gone to visit his family and he might never come back.
âYou have to understand Jean-Pierre the way I do,â she said. âHeâs a real friend. Heâs there when you need him, heâll do anything in the world for me, but he doesnât want to hang around. He has other things to do. Itâs very simple, Kate.â
Once in a great while, like then, I remember feeling that Joss was older than I, much older.
As I said, last night Joss had another dream. She shouted, âJean-Pierre! Jean-Pierre!â over and over. I listened for a few minutes to see if sheâd say something interesting, but she didnât.
I shook her finally, gently.
âHey,â I said, âstop hollering.â
She sat up, rubbing her eyes.
âYou shouldâve let me sleep,â she said. âWhy do you always wake me up?â
âBecause you shout so loud when youâre dreaming that I canât sleep,â I said.
âIt was so real, Kate,â she said. âI dreamed Jean-Pierre and I were riding horses alongside a river, and he fell off into the water. I went to rescue him. He had on a bright red shirt, and then I couldnât see him at all. It was so real.â She shuddered.
âDo you want some cocoa?â I asked her. Sometimes if you drink something hot when you wake up from a bad dream, it helps. Then I remembered an old superstition a girl in my class had told me about. She said if you put your shoes under the bed with the soles up, itâll stop nightmares. Iâd been waiting for some time to try this out to see if it worked.
I got out of bed and put Jossâs shoes with the soles up under her bed.
âNow youâre all set,â I said. I told her about the old superstition.
âGood.â Joss settled back under the covers. âIt was so real. I hope heâs all right. Jean-Pierre, I mean.â
âHeâs fine,â I told her. âI know heâs fine. Donât worry. Go to sleep.â
And she did. Right away. That old superstition must really be true.
It was so strange, both of us talking about an imaginary person as if he were real. Even after all that time Jean-Pierre was real. That was perhaps the strangest part of all.
âI figure Grandmother is good for twenty-five dollars,â Joss said. Her birthday was only four days away. She