the cheek and give Gabeâs date a single nod before shouldering past Marco and Dad. Neither of them tries stopping me, which is best for everyone. Iâm too pissed to have this conversation with any amount of civility. I wonât let him force Hannah into a marriage with that man. No, fuck that.
I wonât let him force Hannah into a marriage at all.
JULY
Declan
Abel Gaines lifts a glass of champagne from the end of a long table bedecked in white, yellow, and gold flower arrangements. âTo my son and his new wife. May you be blessed with children and lifelong happiness.â
Agreement rings out from upward of thirty guests, gold-rimmed glasses raised and clinking. We all sit in padded teak chairs in varying shades of brown, from light to dark. Gilded net overlays a white tablecloth, and bronze rims the flatware. The tent shielding us from the sun has pale yellow, camel, and umber material draped and gathered overhead at angles. Candlelight flickers inside glass votives despite the two oâclock hour.
My best friend, Mitch, smiles in a tight-lipped way at his new wife, Ella, reminding me how uncomfortable he is with attention. Itâs part of the reason why Iâm surprised to be here at all. The other part is because Iâd assumed heâd wait. But Abel had been putting a lot of pressure on him to get married. Probably more than I realized. I understood parental pressure and expectation better than anyone.
After lunch, guests filter into the large backyard. More drapes shade sitting areas and a small dance floor to one side of a glittering pool. A band plays from a stage, accompanying a singer swaying his hips to the beat.
I stand in the back with an import beer in a chilled glass, debating whether or not I can slip out within the next ten minutes. Itâs a Saturday, and technically my day off, but Jacobâs been working long hours to make me look like a complete failure. He takes advantage of every opportunity.
âOver-the-top,â Mitch says, appearing beside me. He sips from an identical beer. Froth residue layers the inside of his glass. âDadâs idea.â
âItâs a big deal,â I tell him, though I have to agree.
He grins at me. A breeze whips the longish dark strands off his forehead. âYou wonât be saying that when your time comes. Iâm guessing Andrew will have you married off in the next month?â
I shrug. âEven if that were the case, I doubt Dad will make a spectacle of it.â I puff out my chest in preparation for my best Andrew Burke impression. âItâs a business arrangement.â
Mitch and I tap our glasses, laughing. He sighs and grins toward a table where his father and new wife sit. Sheâs smiling at her father-in-law, but like Mitch, sheâs forcing her outward appearance.
âSheâs pretty,â he says before tipping the remains of his beer into his mouth.
I follow his gaze. Ella is more than pretty, in my opinion. Her dark hair cascades down her back in long, natural curls. Her almond-shaped eyes have a large, expressive quality about them.
âWe, uh . . .â He trails off and clears his throat. His cheeks redden and his gaze falls to the ground, where he toes the lawn.
I laugh. âYou what?â
âShe came to my room last night.â
My eyebrows rocket toward my hairline. âReally?â
He glances at me from the corner of his eyes. âWe didnât sleep together, if thatâs what youâre thinking.â
âYou didnât really leave room for another impression, man.â
A nervous chuckle slips past his lips. âWe talked. And talked.
And talked.
â He shakes his head, eyebrows raised and eyes wide. âSheâs really . . . normal. I didnât expect that.â
âYou like her.â I hadnât meant to sound so surprised, but itâs already out there.
He nods and squints past the sun to watch her