when I reach the table. Tipping back in his chair, he lifts a champagne glass and grins as big as his mouth will allow. âBrother! You made it!â
âSorry Iâm late.â I pull out a vacant seat beside Dadâs wife, Annabelle, who smiles up at me with a large dimple sinking deep in her cheek.
My father hangs an elbow on the back of his seat. He fingers the black linen napkin draped over his knee. âYou missed appetizers, but Iâm sure your dinner wonât be far behind ours if you hurry.â
Annabelle hands me the glowing touch screen from the center of the table. âI would have ordered for you, but James insisted youâd be here in time.â
âI appreciate the thought,â I tell her.
The topic of contracting our spacecraft to the government continues as if uninterrupted while I punch in my order and request wine service. I need at least two glasses to ease the tension knotting my shoulders and neck. I havenât been able to get over Updikeâs ultimatum since leaving the carnival grounds.
âSo, Noah, why
are
you late for your brotherâs celebration?â Dad asks, yanking me out of my head.
I look past Annabelle, whose fingers link over the top of her child-swollen belly. âWith a friend.â
Everyone but me leans back as the salad course arrives. âWhat friend?â Dad asks, then thanks the waiter with a nod and tight smile.
âNo one you know.â
He forks a chunk of salad glazed with red vinaigrette. âI know all your friends.â
He always manages to sound so damn sure of himself. As if he truly believes he knows every single person I do. I suppose he could if he were capable of some sort of intellectual osmosis.
âNot all of them,â I say.
Dad stares at me while chewing his bite, taking his time to mull over whatever it is he wants to say. I can already guess. We dance this waltz every month.
âSomething you want to ask me?â
He swallows. âDid you keep your appointment today?â
âNo,â I say without hesitation. âI told you I wouldnât. I tell you every month, in fact. You may as well stop wasting your time.â
âA man your age could have had at least twoââ
âHis sperm doesnât come with an expiration date,â Gabe says across the table, and his tone is loud enough to gather attention. He suffers the same talks and looks I do; the only difference is that Gabe keeps his appointments. He enjoys the show.
Annabelle coughs lightly into her fist, barely containing a smile.
Gabe beams at us proudly, his arms draped over the backs of the chairs to either side of him. His amber eyes practically glow. Everyone says heâs the spitting image of me now that heâs grown his dark blond hair out, letting the waves he used to despise go free.
Dad narrows his eyes at Gabe before returning his attention to me. âIf you donât want to make the choice yourself, then at least send a private bidder in your place. With the right price, you could fill your bed in two weeks. A month at most.â
I scrub my palms over my face.
Where the fuck is that sommelier? Italy?
âChrist,â I murmur. âDo we really have to do this now?â
Annabelle lays a hand on my shoulder and I mirror the small smile she gives me. Sheâs a nice girl, caring beyond measure, and good to my father. Really good. Sheâs also seven months pregnant with a second son she probably expects to be around long enough to raise.
They all think theyâll be the one James keeps, but I already see the signs. How he turns a shoulder away from her instead of toward. He smiles at her, but the act never reaches his eyes. Warning Annabelle wonât do any good either. Iâve warned others before her, and none have believed me. My father is a great con.
âSpeaking of young, available girls,â Gabe begins, then accepts the forked cherry tomato his date offers him.