have any other friends, since the other kids were so much older and she and her mother didnât know any other kids. CeCe only waved at Mrs. Castellanos for a long time. When she introduced herself to CeCe, offering to read her a story the next day, CeCe had been thrilled.
Mrs. Castellanos read stories in her decorated accent, still waxed heavy with Puerto Rican roots. Sometimes, CeCe would play quietly on the bench next to her while Mrs. Castellanos read a newspaper. One week she didnât meet CeCe out in the courtyard and CeCe thought she had somehow made her friend angry.
âLast Thursday was Christmas, dulce ,â Mrs. Castellanos said, squatting next to CeCe on the dusty ground next to the bench. âDonât you remember when Santa came to visit?â
CeCe pinched her face together trying to remember a visit.
Mrs. Castellanos gasped a little. â Dulce CeCe , you didnât get anything from Santa for Christmas?â she asked.
CeCe shook her head slowly, beginning to wonder if she was in trouble somehow. She didnât know anything about this Claus.
CeCe sat with her friend until lunchtime, until CeCeâs stomach was empty and her mind full of images of happy, fat men hauling around gifts with her name on them. Mrs. Castellanos told her good little girls were allowed to send their wishes to Santa, too. Having her mother back was CeCeâs number one wish. Roller skates was her second.
âWhen is he coming back?â CeCe asked.
âWeâve got a ways to go, dulce ,â Mrs. Castellanos said, watching the cloud fill the childâs face. âChristmas is always December twenty-fifth and that was only one week ago. We have to wait until next year.â
CeCe considered.
âHow long is that?â
âA year?â Mrs. Castellanos asked. âOne year is the same as fifty-two weeks, dulce .â
CeCe thought some more.
âIs that soon?â
Mrs. Castellanos took in a breath and thought. She crossed arms across her massive breasts and drummed her fingertips until an idea came to her.
âOn Thursday when we walk to the store, that will be one week,â she had said. âAnd the next Thursday will be another weekââ
ââAnd after . . . fifty-two Thursdays Santa will come back?â CeCe chimed.
Mrs. Castellanos beamed. âYes, dulce .â
âIs fifty-two a long time?â
âIt can feel like a long time sometimes, dulce ,â Mrs. Castellanos laughed.
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Ms. Boylin now sat on the hard, square bed, facing CeCe and her rudimentary calendar. She could see now that December 25, 1975, had been circled.
âDid you do this, Crimson?â
âNo,â she said, unsettling her thick plaits with a shake. âMama showed me where Christmas was after I told her about Santa. I donât think she knew about him either, because she cried about missing him, too.â
âAnd, so, you count the Thursdays with this chain so you and your mama wonât miss Santa, is that right, Crimson?â
Another rattle of braids.
âHow many Thursdays are left in the cup?
âThirty-three.â
âHow many Thursdays are on the chain?â
âNineteen.â
âThat was a lot of fruit punch, huh?â Boylin said, with a wink.
CeCe ducked her head with a grin.
âYouâre a very bright girl to have figured this out all by yourself,â Ms. Boylin said.
CeCe released her second broad smile of the morning. âMs. Cas-teanose calls me âbright,â too,â she said. âI like it. Makes me feel like I have magic inside.â
âSweetheart, you do have magic inside you. You absolutely do.â
CeCe returned to the courtyard bench while Ms. Boylin spoke with her mother again. She tried to press all of Ms. Boylinâs words against her memory: bus stop, state law, gifted class, private school, scholarship, development, future, foster care. CeCe could tell these were