youâre built like McNet.â
He flipped through the yearbook till he found an action shot of Brett McGrew muscling his way around a Whipple player to make a shot. Bragger swung around to a sitting position and held the yearbook on his lap. He looked back and forth from me to the picture.
âYou didnât get his height,â he said. âNot so far, anyway. Maybe youâre a late bloomer.â
âMaybe.â I was sitting on the edge of the bed. My feet didnât even reach the floor. Iâd hate to think I was an early bloomer and this was all I got.
âYouâre not as muscle-bound as he is. Look at his legs. Even in high school he was a human catapult.â He glanced at my legs. At my bony, white, hairless legs, the kneecaps sticking up like tumors on a toothpick. âHe probably worked out more than you do.â
âI imagine so.â
âBut look here. Look at his shoulders, how wide they are.â He held the yearbook up. âAnd look at yours.â
I looked. He looked. At Brett McGrewâs biceps bulging from the arms of his jersey. Then at my own scrawny shoulders. Barely wider than my ears. Bones practically poking through the skin.
âMaybe itâs not a resemblance you can catch in a picture,â said Bragger. âMaybe itâs something you have to see in person. Itâll be easy to see once youâre standing there right next to him in Lawrence. Right next to Brett McGrew.â He shook his head. âI still canât believe it. Brett McGrew. Your father.â
âHe doesnât know heâs my father.â
âNot yet. But he will. Hey, youâre going to let me lounge by the pool with you, arenât you? And drive the Porsche? I mean, you know, once weâre old enough to get a learnerâs permit.â
I didnât say anything.
Bragger glanced up. âOh, man.â He shook his head. âI know that look. The look that means youâre thinking too hard. You are going to tell him, right? Youâre going out for basketball, youâre meeting Brett McGrew, and youâre telling him heâs your father. I mean, thatâs the whole point.â
âYouâd think.â
âYouâd think? What do you mean, âyouâd thinkâ? This is your big chance, Kirby. If you donât take it, you might not ever get another one.â
âI know.â
âI mean, heâs a major sports figure. You canât just walk up to him on the street. Heâs probably got bodyguards.â
âI know.â
âAnd you canât call him, like he was a regular person or something. His numberâs probably unlisted. You could write him a letter, but itâd probably go right to the Brett McGrew Fan Club or the Suns front office or something. Heâd never even see it. And I doubt you could get his e-mail address. Not his real one, anyway.â
âI know. You think I havenât thought about all this?â
âSo this is it, Kirby. This is your chance. Itâs, like, your destiny or something.â
Huh. My destiny. Courtesy of Mrs. Zimmer. And Coach.
âYou canât fight destiny,â said Bragger. âYou go to Lawrence, you meet your father, you complete your destiny. Thatâs how it works.â
âNo, thatâs not how it works. Iâve thought about this, and I canât see how it could work. What am I supposed to say? âGlad to meet you, Mr. McGrew. Thanks for inviting us. By the way, turns out weâve got a lot in commonâour DNA.â Thatâd go over real well right there in the middle of the fieldhouse, with TV cameras and sports writers lurking around. Not to mention Coach. Heâd wad me into a ball and drop-kick me to Nebraska. And thatâs not even the worst part.â
Bragger looked at me. âThereâs worse? Worse than Coach?â
âYeah. Worse than Coach.â I grabbed the yearbook from