taken to heart. Twenty-four hours after making that boozy proclamation, Angie was dead. Quinn had gone to her funeral in the company of the Elko County sheriff and his tearfully sympathetic wife, watched the rough-hewn pine coffin being lowered into the unmarked grave and wondered if his rambler of a mother had known she was fated to spend the rest of her life in Jackpot, Nevada, population five-hundred and seventy, not counting the cows.
The memory, which he usually avoided revisiting, was not a pleasant one. Quinn fell silent as he watched the verdant landscape rush closer. Laura, busy repairing her makeup before facing the press at Shannon Airport, didnât seem to require further conversation.
The wheels touched down with a thud. As the jet taxied toward the terminal, Quinn felt his entire body clenchâneck, shoulders, chest, legs.
Enter, stranger, at your own risk, an all-too-familiar voice hissed in some dark lonely corner of his mind. Anxiety coiled through Quinn like a mass of poisonous snakes, twining around phobic pressure points, reminding him of that awful endless summer of his ninth year when heâd slammed the secret doors on his psycheâand his heartâand nailed them shut to keep out the monsters.
He forced a vague unfocused public smile, heard himself exchanging farewells with the first-class flight crew, even watched himself sign an autograph for the captainâs seventeen-year-old son who was, the silver-haired pilot assured him heartily, his ânumber-one fan.â
It would be all right, Quinn told himself firmly. He would be all right.
But as he walked toward the light at the end of a jetway that had suddenly turned claustrophobic, the raspy little voice belonging to Quinnâs personal bogeyman whispered another warning: Here there be dragons.
âI still canât believe that real-estate agentâs screwup,â Laura complained while they waited for their bags in the terminal. âHow on earth could she have forgotten to book you a room in town?â
âShe explained that. My name somehow got left off the list of crew members.â
âYouâre not just any crew member. Youâre the screenwriter, for Christâs sake.â
âWith the emphasis on writer. The only reason I agreed to write this screenplay in the first place is because Iâm tired of the way Hollywood screws up my books.â
âIf you feel that way, perhaps you ought to stop selling them to Hollywood.â
âI may be a control freak, sweetheart, but Iâm not crazy enough to turn down the big bucks.â
His accountant had assured him heâd passed the millionaire mark three books ago. But Quinn couldnât quite make himself stop running from his old demons that continued to pursue him. There were still times when heâd awaken in the middle of a hushed dark night, drenched in sweat, deafening screams ringing in his ears.
âBesides,â he said, âthings probably worked out for the best. Iâm playing with an idea for a new story, and itâll be easier to think about it if I go home to the Joyce farm at the end of the day, instead of partying every night with all of you.â
âI can remember when you liked partying with me,â Laura pouted prettily.
Her blatant flirting succeeded in banishing the lingering chill. âThose were fun times.â
âAnd could be again.â She laughed when he didnât immediately answer. âGood Lord, darling, you remind me of a wolf sensing a trap. Donât worry, Iâm not trying to rope you into any long-term affair. I just thought, since weâre both going to be stuck in this Irish backwater for four long weeks, we may as well try to make the best of it.â
Quinn liked Laura. A lot. She was smart, witty, easy to look at and a tigress in bed. But heâd always subscribed to the theory that when something was over, you moved on. And didnât look